爱情

爱情，悄悄的从我身边擦身而过。

好久好久，没有这个感觉了。

这，只是个错觉吧！

那，是个好感罢了！

是自己想太多了。

随便发个白日梦就好。

奇迹

今天让我看到奇迹，可是不时发生在我身上。

这个月来都去跪拜。

一直以来都有新的成员会去跪拜，也不是每个人每天都会去。

可以去的话就去，不可以也不勉强。

昨天来了一家人，还带了一个老婆婆。

那个婆婆是坐着轮椅进来的。

她的家人慌慌张张的推着老婆婆的轮椅进来。

是有一点迟了可是我们的跪拜仪式还没开始。

由于善堂正在装修，地方小了很多，老婆婆只好坐在轮椅在善堂的门口外和我们一起跪拜。

今天很神奇的，那老婆婆竟然可以走路了！

虽然需要她的家人扶伴，比起昨天她的起色看起来好多了。

这真的个奇迹。

在善堂里的每一个人都感到特别的惊奇。

可以看得出每个人的脸上都是那么的佩服。

我不是迷信，可是会有点相信。

也许这也是个人的意志力也说不定。

可是就是那么的神奇。

真希望奇迹也能发生在我身上！

为什么世界会变得这样？

最近最让大家关注的新闻就是香港游客在菲律宾被狭持人质事件。

自己其实有很多的想法，可是还是算了吧！

再说什么也没有用，事情已经发生了。

全世界都在批评，互相责怪对方。

这其实是个悲剧，没有人希望结局是这样的。

想到要是是我的家人在里面，真地会崩溃。

为什么世界会变得这样？

和平是永远都不会发生的吧！

ky说：会发生在天堂吧！

可能连“天堂”这个地方都不存在吧！

希望死者早日安息。

人本来就寂寞的

寂寞寂寞就好
田馥甄

还是原来那个我 不过撂掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺 迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容
不算什么 爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱

我寂寞寂寞就好 这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉

还是原来那个你 是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用 每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么 什么都没有
早点看破 才看的见以后

我寂寞寂寞就好 这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 我总会把你戒掉

p/s:歌词太美了。尤其是“人本来就寂寞的”。写的一点都没错！看到歌词里有自己......

Air Supply concert

i'm going to Air Supply concert in this coming 15 November!!! yeah!!!

we actually get 20% off as we book our ticket on the 22th August, which was the last day of the ticket launch offer!

book your ticket here!

or visit their official website here!

let's practice their song now!!!

cucmsian

and before i am able to settle with "manusia lemah" another comment came it.

it is from "cucmsian" which might be my batchmate or classmate or some lecturer or maybe the president.

this is what he/she wrote:

i want u to delete the current post abt cucms wthin 24h,if u want to stay in cucms again, if not, i will bring it @ur belove senate

if you wondering which blog post maybe you can refer here.

i don't understand why the reader don't have an open minded on what i have blog.

this is my blog and i will blog about what i feel and what happened to me.

you have the right to not to read my blog as i didn't gunpoint you to read it.

maybe you don't understand why i blog that so i don't really blame you.

it was long after pro-exam so it's totally not about the result of pro exam.

i admit that i did blame my college when i fail my pro-exam because i am frustrated and sad.

but after sometimes, after i accept the fact that i've failed and then i resit the pro-exam.

and i failed my resit pro-exam again.

this time i didn't blame my college at all!

so i have make decision to resit for the whole 2nd year, the proof is here which i post it a week before.

a lot things can happened in a week.

and that particular week really ruin everything.

what i want to say is, don't give people hope when you are not able to make their dream come true.

and the one that give us promise is those people having high post in the senate.

if you don't have the intention to make it, please don't promise anything.

so when i blog about it, maybe what you should do is understand the situation first, before you even try to comment anything.

we are living in 21st century and please read or see or listen anything with an open minded.

the first thing is not to call me to take off the post but to review back what had gone wrong till i blog that post.

it's just so funny when you say you have the freedom to speak but when people speak you ask them to shut up.

so you only accept what people praise you and don't even bother to listen what people critic about you? then how can you improve?

and you're threatened me if i don't take off the post and i'll not be in that college anymore?

i'm very sorry if i hurt anyone of you.

AS YOU MAKE ME STRONGER.

finally i believe that human is the most evil living things in this world.

not even ghost is more horror than them.

so now you should know why i rather be friend with ghost than human.

so i saw this comment in my shoutbox today when i visit my blog.

don't need you to tell me who is he/she, i already can guess who is he/she.

people just like to see you fall and when you fall, they will not lend you their hand cause their hand is busying covering their mouth that are laughing at you.

i did some searching and found out it was from KL.

and from here you can see basically almost everyday he/she will come and view my blog.

wondering what i will blog and what i'll do.

too bad my shoutbox has a system which tract down who leave the comment.

so i have the IP address.

the IP address is 124.13.119.255

to:

"manusia lemah" that commented: "aku rasa ada bagus kau tak dapat masuk tahun 3 kan kami pun tak mahu kau di situ"

thank you very much for your comment and so much of care for keep visiting my blog almost everyday.

i also think that it's great that i didn't get into 3rd year.

as i able to see who are sincere to me and who want to see me fall.

to see who is real and who is fake.

who is happy to see this and who will always be my side when i needed them.

no success will be made if there is no failure.

even though i missed the chance to go to 3rd year, but i get a lot in return.

God still being so sincere to me to keep so many real friends beside me.

and those is who i treasure for.

so... thank you very much for you comment.

AS YOU MAKE ME STRONGER.

不如写下自己的剧本吧！

童话故事只发生在童话里

偶像剧也只有在剧里发生

美梦也只有在梦境里发生

那我的生活故事应该发生什么

好想写一个我自己的剧本

好让我的生活和我的故事沿着剧本走下去

为什么现实的生活不能像童话故事和偶像剧那样

外面刮着狂风

希望它把我的疑问都吹走

外面下着大雨

希望它把我的悲伤都冲走。

中了孤单的毒

把咖啡当解药

明明知道麻醉不了

却还是依赖着它

至少能让我好过一点

我

我很好，却又觉得很不好。

我没事，却又觉得有些事。

我面对，却又觉得是逃避。

我哭了，却又觉得没哭过。

累了，却不想睡......

累了，却不想睡......

最近的梦很奇怪，刚起身的那一刻还记得，下一秒就忘了。

不知道自己的感觉是什么，麻木了，也在逃避着。

很希望有把手把我拉起。

fucked up! *updated*

i'm fine

well, after abandon my blog, my life, my thoughts for so long, i guess i'm fine now.

i've pick up all the pieces that fall over in my life.

thank you very much for my friends that will always be with me...

after coming back my hometown for so long, meet up with the real good friends somehow really make my life better...

really miss the time we had together especially in our secondary school time.

but time will not just stop at the moment and we have to move forward.

i'm really fine now and i've made my decision too...

thank you so much even thought you all didn't do much.

just listen to what i crap and asked my out for fun is really more than enough.

you guys are the best friends ever compare to those selfish one in the other place.

not even a single comfort or care after falling down...

i guess that there will still be bunch of them after we come out to the working society.

i just need sometime to think over before this and finally i choose my path.

even though i really hate that place really much, but i have no choice because of my passion...

what i can do is continue doing the same thing at the same place.

hopefully i have more strength and passion in the coming future...

a lot people are asking me: so what now? what's your decision? what's next?

you roughly know my answer now.

thank you very much for all those had care for me...

this is what friends will always be...