past 9 months

somehow i start to accept everything... life is unfair... never be fair.

so i rather make myself happy than always stuck in the past and sad.

i have to say that recently everything was totally great.

i used to this kind of life...... everyone treat me real good.

for the past 9 months, everything is totally a disaster.

everything is a mess.

whatever i do will never be what i hope to be...

everything change now...

i totally get along very well with my groupmate.

maybe we are not that close but we mix well.

there are no hard feelings between each other.

i learn how to act stupid...

people like those who are stupid. not as clever as them or not as excellent as them...

and by that you won't create the jealousy and envy of them.

thus they won't start to do things behind your back...

for the past 9 months, i really learned a lot...

and i know who is the one with mask and those without...