mix feeling

i have no idea what i'm feeling right now.
it's kind of mix feeling. seriously have no idea how to describe it.


i guess all of this is gonna be the exam on coming friday.
it's NS block and i have totally no confident of it.


i try my best and start as early as possible but still the feeling is there and it's disturbing me.
so far everything go very smooth and i just hope everything will continue to be like this.


i don't ask for more. just remain like this is good enough.
just let me go through everyday and be as smooth as possible.






有时候会问，为什么会这样呢？