random feelings

feel like blogging but don't know what to type...
i guess that every sunday i am sure will be down or emo.
listening emo song and reading emo stuff and make myself emo.

don't really know what i feel thus i'm not able to express what i feel or even tell someone.
it's not good? no idea.
but i know i will get over it, in no time...

suppose to be hardworking and start preparing for my professional exam in june
but why i am still lacking and lazying around?

feel like escape from everything, from reality and even my dream.
had tonnes of weird dream lately.
when is the last time i have a sweet sweet dream and beautiful dream?

it's time to wake up and back to reality which i don't wish to face...
reality will always be cruel and never be what you wish.
convince myself to appreciate and glad with what i have but i am greedy and i want more.