Monday, September 20, 2010

22岁生日。22nd birthday celebration



9月7日2010,我22岁生日。
这一年,并不是好的一年。
一切的不顺利都在这一年发生。
就连生日那一天都是跟书度过,因为当时在考试。
真希望这只是过渡期,很快可以过去。

7 september 2010, my 22nd birthday.
this year is totally not a good year for me.
every bad thing just happened in this year.
even my birthday i have to pass it with my books, cause i was having exam that time.
just hope that everything will pass very soon!




可是在当天,我妈妈竟然和我的朋友一起给我惊喜。
我妈妈托敏卖花送我,然后敏又装神秘。
一下说是我妈妈送我的,一下又说让我自己猜猜。
我说我妈哪有可能去托她买啊!
她却说很多事情我都不知道的。
真得很感动。没想到我妈妈那么好!!
就连我的妹妹都吃醋。

but that day, my mom and my friends gave me a surprise.
my mom ask mei to bought flower for me, but they act very well.
a while say it was from my mom, then say ask me to guess who will give me flower.
i say since when my mom will contact mei and ask her to buy me flower.
mei say actually i have no idea about a lot of other things.
i'm so touched. never thought my mom will do this!!
even my sis jealous about it.




他们说我很冷静,什么表情都没我。
只是我感动得落泪的那一幕没被他们看到。

they say i was so cool, cause i don't have much expression as they predict.
but they missed the part where i was so touched and have tears in my eyes.








之前的那个星期五,我们到敏的家乡吃海鲜大餐。
说吃海鲜大餐不如说顺便庆祝我的生日。
我们着一班人,还有民家乡的朋友。
他们还买了个蛋糕,那蛋糕真得很好吃!

the previous friday, we went to mei hometown for seafood dinner.
it's also same as celebration for my birthday.
all of us and some of mei's friends had dinner together.
they even bought a cake for me, and the cake are awesome!






今年的生日很平淡。
也许这也是好的。
还以为那天的bbq就当作是庆祝我生日的,没想到还有海鲜大餐。

this year is totally a very usual year.
maybe i should appreciate it.
i thought that day bbq consider my birthday celebration, never thought we might have this seafood dinner together.


发现照片照了一段下插曲。真得很好笑!
found these photos when i see browse it. totally epic!















22岁,又是人生的另一段了。
22 years old, another stage of life.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

happy birthday!

happy birthday!

祝我生日快乐!



要快乐要快乐要快乐!

Sunday, September 5, 2010

bbq

not really in the mood now... so i need to make myself get back in the mood!




picture of the day!! fern, mei, amanda, me




i was in melaka last week and mei phone me out of sudden.
she ask me to come back cyber as they are going to have bbq.
i was thinking to go back or not.
i need to go to college to register on wednesday morning and they're having bbq on tuesday evening.
i was planning to go back cyber on wednesday morning as i want to stay as long as possible in my home.
then fern sms me and ask me go for bbq again.
so finally i promise to go to the bbq.
we was saying about organizing a bbq since like last year and we are not manage to make it.


i went back cyber on tuesday afternoon.
i send my maid off in LCCT as she want to go back indonesia and celebrate raya.
as my mom was quite free recently so she say just let my maid back.
i guess this was the first time she sit airplane by herself so i have to help her to check in and everything.
her bag was overweight for 3KG and she was going to pay for RM60 as overweight 1KG you'll need to pay RM 20.
i told her just grab some of her things in that bag to put in her hand luggage!!
she better give me the money la if she want to waste it like that!


then i arrived at cyber around 5pm.
help preparing some food during the bbq.
they had marinated meat for satay themselves!
they also marinated fish, mutton and also pork!
i really have to say they are such amazing as they just can make everything themselves.
then fern prepare some salad.
i brought pudding and jelly for dessert.
my godmother heard that i was coming back cyber for bbq and she volunteer to do it for me.
at last she made more then 40 cups of pudding and a rendang.


satay, marinated chicken, mutton, hotdog, sotong ball, prawn!


look very nice right?! home-made satay with our own recipe!


ikan bakar... yeah we do it ourselves.



mei was joking at me in our house, she says: actually we also invited her for the bbq.
i answered her: so what? i will just treat her as transparent! non of my business.



around 6 something we ahead to low's house.
they didn't prepare anything and was just enjoying their own sweet time.
then low and melvin try to light up fire for bbq.
i think this is the first time ever they had bbq... they don't even know that they need to make the charcoal turn to burning red only we can bbq.
they just light up the first and start to put those food on top it and burn.
we all just laugh at them.


low! what cup are you??


pornthip with his hotdog... sound so wrong! haha!








then we start to bbq our food.
it was too much actually.
all of us eat until very full.
marinated chicken and mutton are really nice!!


han siang, low, me, fern, zyang, mei, amanda


melvin, low, me, fern, zyang, mei, amanda


me, ah y, amanda, fern


we really had fun during the bbq.
low keep on cracking jokes and we all keep laughing.
they call hansiang pornthip!!! haha... this is our inside joke. only we can understand why.




ya you didn't see wrongly, we did bbq mushroom!


mei 'niao-ing' ah low. hahaha...


pornthip back to his investigation office... hahaha!


so we finally went back our house around 10pm and all of us was quite tired.
but we had fun...
as i conclude that day coming wasn't as bad as i thought.


when friends are around us, we can pass everyday so easily.
but when we're alone, each day is just like each year...
i have to admit that friends really take a very important place in my life...
i wonder if i don't have them as my friends, how would i pass everyday...
my day really enlighten up by them and i am very happy to have them as my friends!


*all of above phone credit to fern!

Saturday, September 4, 2010

送給那些經常笑,但不經常開心的人...

總有一些人,他們看上去整天都很開心,沒有煩惱,像個小孩,好多人都會羨慕他們,但其實不是這樣的。他們不想讓別人看到自己難過的一面,更沒有能力一個人獨處,因為當夜深人靜的時候,他不知道一個人會發生什麽事,坐在窗前冥想走過的點滴。

他們貌似很堅強,因為在別人看來,他們什麽事都能微笑著去面對,但事實上他們長著世界上最脆弱的心靈,只是長期的偽裝使得別人很難發現他們內心深處的創傷。

他們只想簡簡單單、快快樂樂的活著,期待並且相信每個人給的笑容都是真心的,希望身邊的人都是真正的喜歡自己。即使別人小小的意見,也會另他們難過好久,他們真的真的很介意,介意自己不被人喜歡。因為,他們總是為別人想的很多,對別人總是比對自己好;把能對喜歡的人好當做幸福,喜歡別人比喜歡自己多。

他們總是那樣,前一秒還傷心的流著淚,後一秒出現在朋友面前的時候,已經滿臉溢著燦爛的笑容。有人說她們是向日葵,是的,他們在意的人就像是太陽,在面對太陽的時候永遠是明艷的花瓣,而太陽照不到的背面,那悲傷藏得那麽好,不願被看見。

他們向往放縱自由的生活,卻必須為了誰很努力的朝另外的一個方向活著,很累很累,卻仍是心甘情願。離自己的夢境越來越來遠,不得不面對從未想過的爭奪和復雜,恐慌、不知所措。只有面對最信賴的人時,才會卸下盔甲,委屈的流下眼淚。因為在他們心裏,笑就是開心,哭就是難過,接近就是喜歡,遠離就是討厭。但其實不是,他們明白了,心好傷,眼淚就沒忍住。哭過之後,笑笑得擦幹眼淚,說,沒關系,我可以做的很好的。

他們好像無所不能,好像總是不會有煩惱,好像什麽問題都能輕而易舉的解決,總是喜歡喜歡出現在流淚的人面前,笑嘻嘻的逗著笑。而面對自己的問題,他們卻茫然無措,面對自己的悲傷,他們只會躲在人們看不見的角落裏慢慢由傷口越裂越大。

他們的想法非常簡單,說出來的就是心裏所想的,肚子裏不會拐七道八道的小彎,無心的話可能會引起別人的誤解。所以,請別記恨她們,他們從不願傷害誰,小小的錯誤就能讓他們懊悔很久。
他們其實非常單純,甚至你曾經給了他一個微笑她也會一輩子記得你的好,因此他們的世界觀其實也很簡單,他們很容易受蠱惑 ,請不要輕易的傷害他們的感情,因為一旦傷害了,那就將永遠彌補不回來! 如果你身邊有這種人請你給予他(她)那怕是鳳毛麟角的那點關懷,讓他(她)知道這個世界沒有拋棄他們......




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p/s:算是送给自己的一篇文章。我想我就是里面所说的那种人。

WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS!

WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS!

i always like september... why?
non of your business! haha!

Friday, September 3, 2010

peace


古巨基 - 獨男

主唱:古巨基
作曲:John Laudon
填詞:林夕
編曲:John Laudon
監製:古巨基

晚飯得我望前顧後 餐廳窗邊走回頭
泡麵跟我是朋友 熟悉得不需要抬頭
不管我 有嘴邊的污垢
不知我 連番激鬥沒對手 才獨鬥
殺光種種妖獸 但我也快要成為怪獸

我沒風格沒人注視 花不起錢講潮流
我沒好處沒人約會 躲於窩居裡漫遊
逼不得已才愛上了自由
不知道 如果不說話太久
難道會 記不起怎呼救
遺忘談情節奏 遺忘如何才可張開笑口

#告訴我孤獨並無罪
 誰和誰不好意思 不請我去
 談笑風生應對 我這樣沒情趣 
 明明毫無條件 怎麼敢趁噓
 前來尋開心心已虛
 誰人能搞出這麼多派對 情侶都一對對
 有我有獨特奇趣 應該真心想我去#

我未好到被人發現 彷彿隱居軀殼裡
我未差到被人記住 想改花名要問誰
不好玩到 連街都不想去
早知道 如孤僻中毒太深
尋伴侶 我踩慣了地雷
能爬仍爬過去 仍然無人能追怎麼要追

Repeat#

我未相信沒朋友 伸出雙手打到夠
你願跟我做朋友 但摸不到我手



i'm just repeating this song again and again and again.
the flow is so smooth and i found peace.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

come back here wasn't as bad as i thought......

had a great moment with my friends yesterday during the bbq.
it's was really fun...
even though i haven't meet them for really a long time but when we are together we are so happy.
it's was so enjoying and we all keep laughing from Low jokes.
even he doesn't joke we still can laugh real hard from his action.

and then i realize Xiang had become pornthip.
they call him that name cause they think his mouth look alike pornthip's.
it's so funny and we all start to talk thai language.
not that the original thai language but we just add 'kap' in every sentence we speak.
then ah y bbq mutton for all of us as he did not help us very beginning.

this is the very frist time we had bbq.
we had suggest about it since last year and until now only we really do the bbq.
we had own made sate, chicken wings, salad, mutton , ikan bakar and of course we won't forget about pork.
we marinated it ourself and it really taste very good!
my bought 20 cups of pudding from melaka and a jelly.
like everything is make my ourself and we are so proud of it!


i wasn't want to come back cyber so early...
the latest will be wednesday as i need to register on that day.
but mei phone me and fern phone me and ask me join their bbq.
at first i was wondering should i go back so early but at last i still join them.
since we haven't meet so long and there is a bbq.

maybe you will ask what's they different of going back on tuesday or wednesday?
it was freaking huge different. like 24 hours different.
i really enjoy myself in my home.
it's so comfortable and it's really HOME.
i can sleep in my big room on my big bed.
that's what i really miss when i'm away.
then i will had my room air con!
and i don't need to worry or thinking of what to eat everyday as there will be people who cook for me...
sound like i'm a little baby... well i'm not.
just that i really like where i belong and the most comfortable place.


fine... come back here wasn't as bad as i thought......