Monday, December 31, 2007
Sunday, December 30, 2007
good luck to everyone who having exam soon!
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Friday, December 28, 2007
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Friday, December 21, 2007
Monday, December 17, 2007
but i don't have any mood to study at all...
wasting my time doing stupid things...
i admit that i am lazy...
bored and mood shouldn't be my reason.
i wonder why some people could just sit down and concentrate in study.
my mind will just blow away after half an hour of sitting still.
i wish i will have some of the courage like other people.
how to be hardworking?
how to study a page for timessss and will not feel bored?
how to not too depends on my mood?
i still have moreeeee to learn......
i still have long way to go.......
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Saturday, December 15, 2007
actually you really did a very good thing which normally people won't do.
you stop down and see her and bring her to treatment, that's already a very very big thing.
even me... sometimes i also heartless...
remember few weeks before, when i driving on the road.
i saw a monkey lying on the road, bleeding because of pass through by some car.
i saw it... i feel it... i feel pity about the little monkey...
it is bleeding and i can see clearly that the monkey it suffering... because he breath hardly and i can saw the emotion on his face.
although i was 3 second passing beside the monkey, but the expression is so clear in my mind... till now.
i got think of stopping down and bring it to pet clinic... but i just didn't stop by.
if you ask me why i didn't stop by and help... i just can say i am heartless...
the road are too busy? there are too many car? no place for me to stop down?
no more reason that can help me to wash over my sin... i just didn't stop by and help the monkey.
can you see what you've did?
it was really a great job...
you should be proud of yourself and wish that cappu will happy and live in peace in another world... no matter there will be another world for him or not...
in your life, cappu leave this world. but in cappu life, you are the one who save her, bring her to clinic, and stop her suffering.
don't feel sad anymore...... stand up again and keep walking......
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
Monday, December 3, 2007
Saturday, December 1, 2007
grey's anatomy,ugly betty, criminal minds, prison break, house md, bleach...........
Friday, November 30, 2007
Monday, November 26, 2007
went back to my hometown, malacca last week and came back this morning to cyberjaya.
went out with yun on friday, had a visit to Mr Wong and chat with him.
then go to mp with yun.
at first we want to watch movie but enchanted is not available yet.
so we just walk around, sit down and talk about our life.
we found out one common thing-- studies are difficult.
then we went to red square, planning to sing k.
but then one room minimum must have 3 person...why got such rules?? stupid.
i called jeslyn and she was sleeping that time.
i think she still sleeping although she answer my phone.
then today when she saw me online she ask me did i call her last friday.
i say ya cause want to call her out.
she say she forget everything except i called her.
she totally forget what i said and what she answered.
i was like..... what the.... really speechelss.
she that day some more can ask me where am i, doing what and together with who.
when i ask she weather wake up already or still in the dream she still can answer me she woke up.
never mind... next time we go sing k again.
cause now only i know malacca also got karaoke box. hahahaha...
i think my parent not very happy with my result although i get A in my math.
i think it is because of physic result.
they should feel happy because i get A and if i maintain A in the final i surely pass this sem easily.
last weekend, on sunday, i accompany my mom to supermarket and buy some grocery. after that we went back home.
after lunch, my mother together with my sister and brother sat in the living room and relaxing.
then we all talk and chat.
my mom says she wants to be our friend, if not we will not tell everything to her.
there are sure to be a gap between us...i mean the parent and children.
it is hard to avoid the gap unless we were being very close since childhood.
and as for my family, we are quite traditional thinking and we will have respect-to-elder thinking.
so i think it is quite hard if we want to be as friends an talk everything.
it is for sure that we will still keep something from them.
ok...out of point.
out of my expectation, we talk quite a lot that day.
talk about everything but mostly our childhood and also about my dad. hahaha...
he was working so my mom talked about him... haha...
of course not about bad things of my dad.
just what happened in our childhood as we can't remember.
when my dad came back from work i heard my mom proudly tell my dad that we talk in the whole afternoon.
and my dad ask my mom what we talk about...
my mom just answered talk we about the past.
for me there surely still a gap between me and my parent.
there are still some things that they can't accept and have different thinking as me.
if we can't agree each other sure will create some argument and dissatisfaction.
i rather keep it to myself then tell them to avoid all the unhappy things happen.
and hopefully every weekend will be like last week... huhu...
Monday, November 19, 2007
i was tagged by her... and she seems to be very happy and excited to tag me. she put me in the first and extra 2 "!!" exclamation marks at the end of my name.
hahaha... it is not so easy to see me retarded in my picturesss... hahaha...
here go my tagged.
1. A picture of you making a peace sign:
the latest peace V-- in Le Meridien Hotel.
in some lecturer class
in the lab
with mei mei... who was sitting behind??
there are tonnes of picture of me with peace sign. my close friends will surely know that is my signature. hahaha...
2. A picture of you with your friends:
taking in bar-b-q. damn funny... amanda was the camerawoman. haha...
with vietnamese...except the 2 human standing behind us--> i don't know them...
me is secondary school uniform...omg~~
hanging beside the fountain in malacca megamall..
3. A picture of you at a weird / random place:
basically i don't go to weird place... i am a normal human and do normal things... hahahaha...
4. A picture of you in black and white:
erm... can this consider black and white? or blue and white...
5. A picture of you and your hair up:
long hair with hair up?? easy job.
6. A picture of you with a weird face:
this is damned......
this is speechless......huhu...
7. A picture of you wearing black coloured shirt:
aneesah and i at Dr. Lesley wedding dinner...
i realise i have so few black coloured shirt huh...
8. A picture of you wearing red coloured shirt:
errr....can this consider????
i realise i have few red shirt too...
9. A picture of you wearing green coloured shirt:
the only green......
seriously... i don't have much shirt...kakaka....
10. A picture of you with your Halloween costume:
not much different as a ghost... kakakaka
11. A picture with your mouth open:
my birthday at Hassan's...
my mouth clearly was open. did i laugh like 'hohoho'??
12. A picture with a horny/sluty face:
my sister says this look like GRO.... what the..........
or in swimsuit???
time for me to tag other people and see how will their photo be... kakakaka
1. jeslyn!!!! i told you. wuahahaha
3. mymaple (do it pleaseeeee...hehehe)
8. cui bap 37
more then enough la~~
only my college life and some friends photo in my laptop so the people you seen will be more or less the same few people.
basically nothing special happened.
just that i get back my mid sem paper mark.
for my math, at last, i get what i aimed.
i get 90% for my mid sem exam and grade A for my total.
at last i get A for my math.
such an embaress not getting A among all these 'people'.
i get A this time and i can laugh as loud as i can... of course, to myself.
i also get back my physic paper actually.
i already know the result even i didn't see the result.
the result really didn't surprise me at all.
but if i manage to maintain the result at the final, i should passed my sem easily.
it is worth to get this kind of result in math...
even the lecturer also congrate me...
he says i had a big improvement...
imagine from C to A!!!
Sunday, November 18, 2007
my parent came and fetch me at cyberjaya after my class in the morning.
my mother had a conference meeting at there together with my dad.
my mother was sponsor by a milk company for the whole trip.
we are lucky as we get 2 rooms.
one for my parent and another one for my sister and i.
i went to swimming with my sister and brother right after my parent went to the conference.
Hilton Hotel is just next to Le Meridien Hotel.
there are two pools and the pool is not as big as i imagine.
there are so many international people, from Korea,Japan,Philipines i think and a lot more.
we swim for hours then we get ready for dinner by 8pm.
we are served with Lebanese food, not really very nice actually.
the next morning we wake up quite early.
my mom gave us a morning call on 8.30am... that was too early.
we had breakfast on the fifth floor and the breakfast was really good. of course it should be good.
can you imagine how much we eat for the breakfast???
i cost RM280+++ for 5 of us. just a little breakfast.
can't blame it because it is a five stars hotel.
then i bring my parent to Mid Valley by monorial.
quite embaress to say that they didn't take monorial before. hahaha...
just some window shopping then we went back to hotel.
checked out and i am back in cyberjaya...
i fall sick...
damn damn holiday.
i was damned by my stupid nose and throat.
i get serious flu because of my sinus and my throat is sore.
i think the air-conditional in the hotel was too dry...
i have no luck to stay in a five stars hotel and live like a wealthy people.
the flu continues this morning when i woke up and the throat is much more better then yesterday.
i wake up quiet early this morning as i sleep very late yesterday.
some more i woke up naturally.
had medicine for my flu and it is a lot better right now.
my brother sms me and complained i didn't wish for his birthday today.
no choice... called him back and wish him. he says he wants game for his ps...
no choice again... i asked for it.
i will go to KL with Vu soon.
he want to buys his ticket to go to Singapore as he is leaving soon.
he will go back to Vietnam and not sure want to come back here anymore...
i guess i can deal with separation and farewell pretty good now...
hope that he will choose to come back here again...
right is me and left is Vu.
i will really miss the time we had together......
Friday, November 16, 2007
Monday, November 12, 2007
Monday, November 5, 2007
Monday, October 29, 2007
Sunday, October 28, 2007
i downloaded it from somewhere...
(don't sue me because i downloaded his new song. i still got buy his ORIGINAL album)
and it was soooo nice. huhu...
i only got 3 new song.
and i already booked for his lastest album...
hope to get it very very soon.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
don't really have mood today... too bored? i also don't know.
i fall too deep into world of series... hahaha.... i am insane.
i finished watching grey's anatomy season 1,2,3 and now waiting for the season 4 episode 5.
also finished wathing prison break season 1,2 and now waiting for season 3 episode 6.
then watched criminal minds introduce by mymaple and going to finished watching too. i already download until season 3 episode 5.
what should i do/watch now?
i should be studying....
damn.... 'LAZY' virus coming back.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
''When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly,why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; i had lost my heart to a lovely girl called Dew.
I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which statedthat she could own our house, 30% shares of my company and the car.She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not takeback what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writingsomething at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventfulday with Dew. When I woke up, she was still there at the tablewriting. I just did not care so It urned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal alife as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me.
But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request. I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies,she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest.. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her.For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me, .. she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of hislife. My wife gestured to our son to come close rand hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walkingf rom the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school.I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her,Sorry,Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished. Then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realized that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death does us apart. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and droveaway. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote:I'll carry you out every morning until deaths does us apart.
The small details of our lives are what really matter in a relationship.It is not the mansion, the car, the property, the bank balance that matters. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot givehappiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things foreach other that build intimacy.
Monday, October 22, 2007
游 戏 规 矩
举 办 人 出 问 题 （不 准 令 人 难 堪 的 问 题）， 然 后 再 Tag 人 （例 如 5 位）被 Tag 到 的 人 必 须 在 各 自 的 Blog 回 答 相 关， 然 后 各 自 再 出 问 题 再 Tag 另 外 5 个 人 （不 可 以 重 复 一 样 的 人 或 重 复 问 题）
1. 请 例 出 你 目 前 最 想 达 成 的 5 项 可 能 的 事， 并 附 上 你 自 设 的 期 限 和 原 因。
2. 请 例 出 5 件 最 让 你 气 愤 的 事， 附 上 原 因 和 消 怒 的 方 法。
3. 请 例 出 5个 你 最 想 感 谢/揍 扁 的 生 物， 附 上 原 因 和 你 欲 如 何 感 谢 或 揍 扁 你 提 及 的 生 物 的 方 法。（可 以 混 合。）
1. 请 例 出 你 目 前 最 想 达 成 的 5 项 可 能 的 事， 并 附 上 你 自 设 的 期 限 和 原 因。
2. 请 例 出 5 件 最 让 你 气 愤 的 事， 附 上 原 因 和 消 怒 的 方 法。
- 被mymaple tagged。因为要回复tagged，要不然他会诅咒我！tagged回他。
3. 请 例 出 5个 你 最 想 感 谢/揍 扁 的 生 物， 附 上 原 因 和 你 欲 如 何 感 谢 或 揍 扁 你 提 及 的 生 物 的 方 法。（可 以 混 合。）
- 揍扁：mymaple!!! 竟敢tagged我！
1. Each blogger must repost these rules.
2. Each blogger have to rant 8 random facts/habits of themselves.
3. List 5 people to be tagged.
4. Drop by their blog and let them know that they've been "TAGGED"!.
· Like Jay Chou. Have all his collection.
· Like day dream.
· Crazying in movie.
· Like to blog…. Some friend call me Blog Queen
· Too naïve.
· Phycho in secondary school. Now nobody to phycho together…
· Like music very much. Any songs…Chinese, English, malay, even other language.
DON’T WANT TAGGED ANYMORE. I KNOW THE FEELING WHEN GET TAGGED BY OTHER PEOPLE. T.T
Dear Jes…why you tagged me~~~
Layer 1: On The Outside
Name: Melissa Ting Sok Lin
Birthdate: 7 September 1988
Current status: Single…
Eye Colour: Black/brown
Hair Colour: Black/brown (not enough nutrient for hair)
Layer 2: On The Inside
My Heritage: Malaysia
My Fear: no fear
My Weakness: lazy
My Perfect Pizza: paperoni chicken/beef
Layer 3: Yesterday,Today & Tomorrow
The First Thought Of Waking Up: What my dream means…
My Bed Time: It’s not fixed. Up to my mood.
My Most Missed Memories: My secondary school day and NS.
Layer 4: My Pick
Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
Mcdonalds or Burger King: Mcdonalds (I’m lovin’ it).
Single or Group Dates: Depends. Sometimes single sometimes group dates.
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Tea or Nestea: Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla and chocolate
Capuccino or Coffee: Capuccino and coffee (hahahaaaa…)
Layer 5: DO YOU..
Take A Shower: Of course.
Have A Crush: Long time ago….
Go To School: Go to college.
Believe In Yourself: OF COURSE!
Think You're A Health Freak: Absolutely not.
Layer 6: In The Past
Drink Alcohol: Rarely.
Gone To The Mall: ........
Dyed Your Hair: Nono
Layer 7: Are You Hoping To..
Get Married: Not really. I hoping not to get married. (hohoho)
Have Children: Sure… If I married.
Layer 8: In A Guy
Best Eye Colour: Blue
Best Hair Colour: Depends. (ang mo sure ang mo colour la)
Short or Long Hair: Long… Until shoulder it’s enough.
Layer 9: What Were You Doing Just Now?
A Minute Ago: Doing the tag tagged by my dear Jeslyn
An Hour Ago: Having dinner
Month Ago: Sinking in my own hole
Year ago: crayzing around
I love: everything
I hate: alone
I hide: my feelings…
Layer 11 : Tag 5 people