Tuesday, January 25, 2011

孩子

孩子




歌曲:孩子
演唱:钟盛忠
作词:林宇中、B Aun
作曲:林宇中

*那时你还很小
我花了很多的时间教你绑鞋带梳头发溜滑梯

也许那么一天我接不上话也想不起
极可能连最后要说什么也一忘记

#现在我常常忘了绑鞋带梳头发忘了到底哪一条路回家
我的脚站不稳走也走不动手在抖
紧握我的手就像当年我带着你一步步走

repeat *##




p/s:
这首歌我找了好久好久,网上也没得下载。
因为这是2002年的歌。
更没想到的是林宇中作词。
这首歌的歌词和歌曲让我很感动。

微笑

最近过得还顺利。
听到我想听的歌,过着我想要的生活。
很平静的。

昨天上课一切都非常好。
在小组讨论时,得到的另3个组员都合作得很愉快。

放学后要到小贩中心打包。
那个管理员又把进去小贩中心的路给关闭了。
他挥挥手叫我区别便停车。
我只好苦笑,脸上表情显示:真的没有停车位了吗?
他还是挥挥手叫我走。
我脸上又苦笑显示:可以吧?让我进去好不好?
就当我要放弃时,他突然转性,对我微微一笑让我进去。

打包后,老板娘送我一颗柑。
她说,她就只在今天送。改天来也不会有了。
我出去时,特别跟那个管理员打个招呼表示谢谢。
他也微微的笑笑回我。


要是平时的我,一定臭脸走掉。
心理抱怨怎么不给我进。
现在我好像会往另一方面想。
总是为别人找较好的一面。

一个小小的微笑,不是很好吗?

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

RIP my friend! miss you!

last week i was reading sinchew newspaper and there was an article about recap the year's news about malacca.
the very first recap was about Sandra.
it has been nearly a year she is not here together with us...
and surely all of her family and friends miss her so much.

it was 14th of january 2010, when we get the horror news about Sandra's accident.
and that road accident too her life away from all of us.
me and a bunch of primary friends just had a gathering with her not long ago.
and we even promise to meet again during chinese new year.
but she just can't wail till that time...

so, the newspaper was recap about her accident.
she actually donate her body parts to those people who need it.
her vital organ is not suitable for donation due to huge impact after the accident.
but she still able to donate her cornea and bone marrow.
and her family had a combination of Christian and Buddhism ritual for her funeral.
almost all of her family and friends accompanied her to the end including me.

it has been almost a year.
even though we passed everyday just like another day, the sorrow and sadness just did not fade.
she will surely go to heaven as she is bubbly and bring so much joy to those around her.
i am so glad that i am able to meet her for the very last time as we never meet after primary school.
i am so glad and lucky to know you as friend Sandra...... RIP




link: recap of year's news in malacca(sinchew newspaper)

空位






空位

遥控器按整个晚上
又一张 很空旷的双人床
打开了网页到处逛
又一杯 独享的冷咖啡香
我已习惯 每个城市都独来独往
但还是渴望 偶尔有人在身旁

这里有空位 你要不要占缺
不用刻意把我当成你的谁
请再坐近一点 将陌生感消灭
然後就像情人那样体贴

心里的空位 我很乐意出借
霸占我的世界不轻易让位
奔波这麽多年 我也想停在某一天
诚实的面对所有爱恋 不胆怯

寂寞有多少的重量
不快乐 该不该继续假装
我已习惯 每个城市都别来无恙
看起来一样 却不同方向

这里有空位 你要不要占缺
不用刻意把我当成你的谁
请再坐近一点 将陌生感消灭
然後就像情人那样体贴

心里的空位 我很乐意出借
霸占我的世界不轻易让位
奔波这麽多年 我也想停在某一天
诚实的面对所有爱恋 不胆怯

这里有空位 你要不要占缺
不用刻意把我当成你的谁
请再坐近一点 将陌生感消灭
然後就像情人那样体贴

心里的空位 我很乐意出借
霸占我的世界不轻易让位
奔波这麽多年 我也想停在某一天
诚实的面对所有爱恋 不胆怯



p/s:歌词很贴切!歌曲很感动。

Monday, January 3, 2011

1st class in 2011

i was late for the first ever class in 2011! wtf.
i am so unbelievable!

i set the alarm but somehow i didn't heard it or i off it i have no idea.
i woke up around 8am when Anis sms me asking weather i am going to class or not.

so i wake up and i still can take my own sweet time...
i have no idea am i in bad luck on the 3rd day or 2011.
i am damn worried about my NS result as it was out on friday but i was already in Malacca when i know the result is out.

in my heart i'm thinking: i am so death! i woke up late for the 1st class in 2011 and what about my result?!
then i calm myself saying this wasn't that bad. at least Anis smsed me and i woke up and i am not on my way to college.
i am thinking positively and hoping my previous thought was just rubbish.


so i reach college around 8.30am and i go to see my result and praying hard inside my heart.
i was so into seeing my result until when Fahmi greet me i didn't even answer him cause i totally have no idea he is trying to call me.
others was laughing at him, and i apologized to him.
finally i found my matrix number and i PASSED!
i was so relief at that time!

i have no confident because my weekly assessment marks wasn't good at all.
then i screwed my first saq question in final so i am so freaked out.
i passed! i am so satisfied!

so now i have reproductive final this friday!
3 weekly assessment all passed and now left final.
hope that i will do well again this time.
and then i'll left urinary system and endocrine.
and i have no idea about my biochem result!
why don't they just post it up together with the 1st year result?


1st year are in trouble now and i won't comment much.
if not it will be like last few post when i talk about my college.
it's prohibited to even talk about it!
so many 1st year student have blog too and they write all over their blog.
they have fb too and all it's about the issue.
i won't even mention about it cause i don't want to get into any trouble...
finally everyone know your true colour!

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year!

I had an enjoyable and fun new year eve celebration together with my friends, which include Jeslyn, Lp, Lc and Jl. all together only 5 people including me.
we planned to have a BBQ on christmas eve but at the end we canceled it. so we make it on new year eve.
4 of them went to buy ingredients on friday noon as i only will be back on friday.
all of them was happily waiting for friday public holiday but i will still have my weekly assessment on friday morning.
there will be no holiday for medic student. yeah... medic life. sigh.


so i went back on friday noon, then join them around 4 something in Lp's house.
we prepare all those ingredients and marinate chicken wings.
somehow we manage to prepare everything smoothly and then we go to Lc's house.


start the fire around 6pm.
at first it was disaster! the charcoal just won't light up.
finally i was clever enough to light it up... all from experience.
all way long we don't need to add any charcoal and the BBQ heat is just well controlled.
our food are well BBQed.
Lp's wedges was great. Jeslyn marinated chicken was so delicious together with the honey.
have some hotdogs, fishball, meatball and taokee.


then we just have fun chit-chatting and eat.
until around 10pm we start to clean up everything.
everything was done around 11pm and they suggest they wanted to go to cafe.
i was too tired so i didn't join them.


from Lc's house back to malacca town was all jammed.
we actually stuck in traffic for around 1 hour.
all those motorcycles were broommm-ing around the street like nobody business. that was totally annoying.
and there were 2 road blocks... which make the traffic become slowest to the max.


i reach home around 1am and wished my dad happy birthday.
how lucky to born on the day that nobody will ever forget the date.
he was happy to see me around and he has to wait for my sis as she haven't back yet.

sometime it's not because i don't want to join my friends to cafe or till late midnight.
its because i know that no matter how, my dad will wait me to reach home only then he will go to sleep.
i just don't want to make him wait me till so late.
i have total freedom until want time i wanna back and even i have my house key, my dad will still wait for me.
i asked my dad: why don't you just to go sleep and don't need to wait for me.
he answered: because you are my girl! i'll wait for you until you're back.
i love my dad so much! of course my mom too!


that's how i past my last day of 2010.
everything which is bad should be left behind and look forward to the positive.
forget and forgive and then move on!
improve and be a better person in the new year!

Happy new year again!