last week i was reading sinchew newspaper and there was an article about recap the year's news about malacca.
the very first recap was about Sandra.
it has been nearly a year she is not here together with us...
and surely all of her family and friends miss her so much.
it was 14th of january 2010, when we get the horror news about Sandra's accident.
and that road accident too her life away from all of us.
me and a bunch of primary friends just had a gathering with her not long ago.
and we even promise to meet again during chinese new year.
but she just can't wail till that time...
so, the newspaper was recap about her accident.
she actually donate her body parts to those people who need it.
her vital organ is not suitable for donation due to huge impact after the accident.
but she still able to donate her cornea and bone marrow.
and her family had a combination of Christian and Buddhism ritual for her funeral.
almost all of her family and friends accompanied her to the end including me.
it has been almost a year.
even though we passed everyday just like another day, the sorrow and sadness just did not fade.
she will surely go to heaven as she is bubbly and bring so much joy to those around her.
i am so glad that i am able to meet her for the very last time as we never meet after primary school.
i am so glad and lucky to know you as friend Sandra...... RIP
i was late for the first ever class in 2011! wtf.
i am so unbelievable!
i set the alarm but somehow i didn't heard it or i off it i have no idea.
i woke up around 8am when Anis sms me asking weather i am going to class or not.
so i wake up and i still can take my own sweet time...
i have no idea am i in bad luck on the 3rd day or 2011.
i am damn worried about my NS result as it was out on friday but i was already in Malacca when i know the result is out.
in my heart i'm thinking: i am so death! i woke up late for the 1st class in 2011 and what about my result?!
then i calm myself saying this wasn't that bad. at least Anis smsed me and i woke up and i am not on my way to college.
i am thinking positively and hoping my previous thought was just rubbish.
so i reach college around 8.30am and i go to see my result and praying hard inside my heart.
i was so into seeing my result until when Fahmi greet me i didn't even answer him cause i totally have no idea he is trying to call me.
others was laughing at him, and i apologized to him.
finally i found my matrix number and i PASSED!
i was so relief at that time!
i have no confident because my weekly assessment marks wasn't good at all.
then i screwed my first saq question in final so i am so freaked out.
i passed! i am so satisfied!
so now i have reproductive final this friday!
3 weekly assessment all passed and now left final.
hope that i will do well again this time.
and then i'll left urinary system and endocrine.
and i have no idea about my biochem result!
why don't they just post it up together with the 1st year result?
1st year are in trouble now and i won't comment much.
if not it will be like last few post when i talk about my college.
it's prohibited to even talk about it!
so many 1st year student have blog too and they write all over their blog.
they have fb too and all it's about the issue.
i won't even mention about it cause i don't want to get into any trouble...
finally everyone know your true colour!
I had an enjoyable and fun new year eve celebration together with my friends, which include Jeslyn, Lp, Lc and Jl. all together only 5 people including me.
we planned to have a BBQ on christmas eve but at the end we canceled it. so we make it on new year eve.
4 of them went to buy ingredients on friday noon as i only will be back on friday.
all of them was happily waiting for friday public holiday but i will still have my weekly assessment on friday morning.
there will be no holiday for medic student. yeah... medic life. sigh.
so i went back on friday noon, then join them around 4 something in Lp's house.
we prepare all those ingredients and marinate chicken wings.
somehow we manage to prepare everything smoothly and then we go to Lc's house.
start the fire around 6pm.
at first it was disaster! the charcoal just won't light up.
finally i was clever enough to light it up... all from experience.
all way long we don't need to add any charcoal and the BBQ heat is just well controlled.
our food are well BBQed.
Lp's wedges was great. Jeslyn marinated chicken was so delicious together with the honey.
have some hotdogs, fishball, meatball and taokee.
then we just have fun chit-chatting and eat.
until around 10pm we start to clean up everything.
everything was done around 11pm and they suggest they wanted to go to cafe.
i was too tired so i didn't join them.
from Lc's house back to malacca town was all jammed.
we actually stuck in traffic for around 1 hour.
all those motorcycles were broommm-ing around the street like nobody business. that was totally annoying.
and there were 2 road blocks... which make the traffic become slowest to the max.
i reach home around 1am and wished my dad happy birthday.
how lucky to born on the day that nobody will ever forget the date.
he was happy to see me around and he has to wait for my sis as she haven't back yet.
sometime it's not because i don't want to join my friends to cafe or till late midnight.
its because i know that no matter how, my dad will wait me to reach home only then he will go to sleep.
i just don't want to make him wait me till so late.
i have total freedom until want time i wanna back and even i have my house key, my dad will still wait for me.
i asked my dad: why don't you just to go sleep and don't need to wait for me.
he answered: because you are my girl! i'll wait for you until you're back.
i love my dad so much! of course my mom too!
that's how i past my last day of 2010.
everything which is bad should be left behind and look forward to the positive.
forget and forgive and then move on!
improve and be a better person in the new year!