无题

昨天你突然出现在我身后，差一点撞到我。
今天你主动和我说话。
不时发现你在注意我。
但愿只是我想太多。

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Merry Christmas!

Seem like most of us has forget about what really Christmas was really about...
Now it become another day where people have the reason to ask for present or planning on exchanging present with their friends.
Another day where people have holidays and they started to jammed my hometown.

Christmas is all about the birth of Jesus and how He scarified for all of us.

I've not celebrate Christmas the way is suppose to be for such a long time.
In less than 6 days, 2010 will end and 2011 is coming.


Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

可惜

为情自杀，是多么傻的一件事。



刚刚在facebook看到朋友po了一个link，点击一下看看是什么新闻。
原来是一个男生为了女友自杀。
刚开始时还以为假的，网上常常都有这些有的没的。
可是没想到是真的。
因为过后我到中国报新闻网去看新闻，怎么知头条竟然就是我刚刚开的那个link。


其实那个男生长得还不赖，可以说是好看。
何必为了一个女孩儿那么的想不开呢？
想再说什么都没有用了。
总之有谁真的在爱情里面遇到挫折，真得不应该想不开。
大不了迟些再认识别的人。

可是现在说什么都没有用了。
他都不在了。
他自杀前有点前兆。
他在面子书跟她姐姐说爱她，要她照顾在国外跟她姐姐在一起的妈妈，还有爸爸。
他姐姐察觉有点不对劲就打电话找他爸爸去找他回家。
回到家，他爸还买了他喜欢的炸鸡，可是他都没有吃。
当半夜他爸爸谁时，他就从窗口跳下去了。
他最后一张po的照片真让人心碎。

我还找到了他的面子书。有人责骂有人安慰。
说真的现在说什么都没有用了。
他的丧事明天将在广东义山举行。


不知道他跳下去的那一刻有没有后悔。



为什么我那么喜欢问这种不会有答案的问题？

artificial intelligence

watched a great movie today which makes me tears.

Come away O human child

To the waters and the wild

With a fairy hand in hand

For the world's more full of weeping

Than you can understand.

i seldom cry or tears when i watch movie, yes seldom.
but this movie really trigger my heart and every feeling i have.
i downloaded this movie few months before and i have no idea why i downloaded it.
i think it's because i saw Jude Law is starring in the movie so i downloaded it.

so i was so bored of study this morning and i start to flip over my D drive and saw this movie.
i was previewing and thinking to watch it or not.
at last i choose to watch it.

the storyline was great and it just make you want to continue watching it.
i wasn't know the film was release at 2001 until i google it after i finish watching the movie.
i don't even know the name of the movie.

the technology they use was like the movie was release few month before.
some kind of movie like latest used technology.
it was about humanoid robot and how they start wanting to create a child with love, where the child will only love their parent and have dreams.
to replace those parent that lost their child.

somehow the story is a little like Pinocchio, where David, a 11 years old humanoid robot boy and he try very hard to be a real boy so that his 'mom' will love him.

it was so touching and seeing a boy trying to become a real one so that he can get the love from his mom, which i think she's so selfish.


btw, Jude Law is a gigolo in that movie! haha... but he is freaking handsome. of course all due to his make up.

somehow the last 20 minutes of the movie is where the saddest part.
where it was after 2000 years and David is still waiting and hoping the blue fairy will turn him into a real boy just like she turn Pinocchio into a boy.
after 2000 years and he is still waiting for the love he wants.

the little boy in the movie really very great in his acting! but he is not a boy anymore and he is like same age with me!!

he is the little boy who acted in 'The Sixth Sense', Haley Joel Osment.

he is very cute when he was a child but not now, and he was charge for DUI.

i seriously don't understand why those actor will end up having a crap life than in the movie.

somehow movie really can make them into someone we want them to be.

i don't think there is anyway you can watch this movie other than download it or maybe in youtube but the quality is not good.

the trailer was sucks so i didn't post it here.

it was totally different than you watch it without preview the trailer at first.

i seriously think this movie should be show again in the cinema.

i don't think anyone know about this movie!

mix feeling

i have no idea what i'm feeling right now.
it's kind of mix feeling. seriously have no idea how to describe it.


i guess all of this is gonna be the exam on coming friday.
it's NS block and i have totally no confident of it.


i try my best and start as early as possible but still the feeling is there and it's disturbing me.
so far everything go very smooth and i just hope everything will continue to be like this.


i don't ask for more. just remain like this is good enough.
just let me go through everyday and be as smooth as possible.






有时候会问，为什么会这样呢？