why

why, life have to be so hard?

part time

missing in action since i start working part time.
i believe in working hard myself and get what i want instead of asking people to buy it.
that's why until now i still haven't change my antique phone.

went to work in Clarins for 15 days now, since 1st of July and end on 31st of July.
people there treat me very good as they know i am doctor-to-be.
people really judge you by your profession.
i am very lucky as well go have very good beauty adviser, Elaine who teach me a lot of things and she treat me very good too. i am not being bullied by anyone and i don't bully others.

get lots of sample from Clarins as well, and today Elaine asked me if i have use finish the sample? if yes tell her and she will give me more.
i guess i really enjoy and have fun working there.
each day listening to other people problem somehow make me feel i am very lucky and should appreciate with what i had.

nobody is problem free and they happy face doesn't mean they are happy.

seen a lot type of people in the market. fussy customer, polite customer and even non-greedy customer...

i enjoy my work and happy with what i earn. my company gave me quite a good pay.

gonna buy Asus special edition laptop with my hard earn money. forget about new phone then.

今生你嫁的人，是前世葬你的人

       从前有个书生，和未婚妻约好在某年某月某日结婚。到那一天，未婚妻却嫁给了别人。书生受此打击，一病不起。这时，路过一游方僧人，从怀里摸出一面镜子叫书生看……

　　书生看到茫茫大海，一名遇害的女子一丝不挂地躺在海滩上。路过一人，看一眼，摇摇头，走了。又路过一人，将衣服脱下，给女尸盖上，走了。再路过一人，过去，挖个坑，小心翼翼把尸体掩埋了。

　　僧人解释道，那具海滩上的女尸，就是你未婚妻的前世。你是第二个路过的人，曾给过他一件衣服。她今生和你相恋，只为还你一个情。但是她最终要报答一生一世的人，是最后那个把她掩埋的人，那人就是他现在的丈夫。

　　书生大悟。

　　前世，究竟是谁埋的你？

　　孟婆说：“行路的人，喝碗孟婆汤解解渴。”口渴的人心急的喝了。于是，那个前世埋他们的人，在他们头脑中渐渐模糊了。他们开始惊惶的四处张望，妄图在茫茫人海中寻找今生的爱人。“众里寻它千百度，蓦然回首，那人却在灯火阑珊处。”其实，你携起他的手时，就是前世残存的记忆在提醒你了，前世埋你的人，就是你身边与你相濡以沫的爱人啊。

　　月光下的大海，泛着粼粼的波。

　　和你的爱人去看看月光下的大海吧，在大海的最深处，也许就藏着你前生的记忆呢。

　　三生石上的旧精魂，真的不是一个美丽的传说么？与前世埋葬过我的爱人，携手在银色的沙滩，那该是今生最完美的一种幸福了吧!

　　佛说，今生你嫁的人，是前世葬你的人。

　　第一次领悟到这一点,才发现,原来冥冥中真的有注定。

　　也许一生中可以爱很多人,也许一生中我可以遇到很多人。

　　对的,错的,那都已经不重要,重要的是那个前生葬我的人。会不会在某个不经意是瞬间他出现,来结束那前生的因果。爱情是什么,也许没有人看的明白,我也不懂。太多伤害和同情让原本善良的我们变的不是自己。就算要倔强的做回自己,而却要牺牲太多,太多。

　　也许前生没有人葬我，

　　也许前生我是个到处游荡的灵魂。

　　我不想有太多的悔恨，

　　也不想有太多的牵挂，

　　当你出现的时，

　　那一句:是你吗,足矣。

fate

do you believe in fate? yes i do...
i still can't believe that you private message me the other day, right before i want to sleep.
and out of expectation, we actually chat for so long.
you make me think back all those things i've down when i was young, when we were young.
when you actually ask me out, i am surprised!
well, i know, because you just broke up with your girlfriend.
i thought you didn't notice me all this while, or remembered me.
but i think i want to remain the memory, what i did when i was young. it is so clear in my head i can remember every single things i've done.
memory is the sweetest things, and what i did was the sweetest things too!
i wonder if you ever know my feeling towards you when i was young........