double faced

get over with it melissa ting!
human will always be human. they can't be perfect and always be horrible!
they are ghost that visible and always done awful things to you. that is why i don't afraid of ghost but human.
people back stabbed and people talk behind you.
why can't people talk in front to your face instead of saying behind you.
and they are full of mask on their face. great!

if only if

if only i have the money to buy a house.....

now i am having headache of renting a house. i want to stay in SK cause it is so convenience, and close to all the hospital that i have to go!
i can't back up cause i am going to be same group with them for 4th year and everything will be very ugly.
first we found a house, but we don't have enough people, then we found enough people, 2 people back up wtf. then we find apartment instead of house, worst.
then found somewhere in puchong perdana which i totally don't like at all!
no place to eat, some freaking outskirt, yeah its cheap. but very troublesome!

i shouldn't be headache of this freaking house thing when i should worry more about my comm med and final exam!!!!!!!!!!!
i should be studying and i am searching for freaking fucking house!!!!!
I-AM-SO-STRESSED-UP!!!!!!!

IF ONLY IF I AM FREAKING RICH AND JUST BUY ANY HOUSE AT SK, PROBLEM SOLVED! FUCK!

from heaven to hell

don't say that i am bias but some type/kind of people, you just can never trust them!
what they promise or agree, they will just change their mind in second.
and thus, you will drop from heaven to hell!
totally no comment about that!!!

sometimes its so hard to work together with them.
i wish i can just leave and let it go, but i am tied!
how i wish i can break any promise like that!!!

最好不相见

第一最好不相见，如此便可不相恋。 
第二最好不相知，如此便可不相思。 
第三最好不相伴，如此便可不相欠。 
第四最好不相惜，如此便可不相忆。 
第五最好不相爱，如此便可不相弃。 
第六最好不相对，如此便可不相会。 
第七最好不相误，如此便可不相负。 
第八最好不相许，如此便可不相续。 
第九最好不相依，如此便可不相偎。 
第十最好不相遇，如此便可不相聚。 
但曾相见便相知，相见何如不见时。
安得与君相诀绝，免教生死作相思。

--仓央嘉措