无题

昨天你突然出现在我身后，差一点撞到我。
今天你主动和我说话。
不时发现你在注意我。
但愿只是我想太多。

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Merry Christmas!

Seem like most of us has forget about what really Christmas was really about...
Now it become another day where people have the reason to ask for present or planning on exchanging present with their friends.
Another day where people have holidays and they started to jammed my hometown.

Christmas is all about the birth of Jesus and how He scarified for all of us.

I've not celebrate Christmas the way is suppose to be for such a long time.
In less than 6 days, 2010 will end and 2011 is coming.


Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

可惜

为情自杀，是多么傻的一件事。



刚刚在facebook看到朋友po了一个link，点击一下看看是什么新闻。
原来是一个男生为了女友自杀。
刚开始时还以为假的，网上常常都有这些有的没的。
可是没想到是真的。
因为过后我到中国报新闻网去看新闻，怎么知头条竟然就是我刚刚开的那个link。


其实那个男生长得还不赖，可以说是好看。
何必为了一个女孩儿那么的想不开呢？
想再说什么都没有用了。
总之有谁真的在爱情里面遇到挫折，真得不应该想不开。
大不了迟些再认识别的人。

可是现在说什么都没有用了。
他都不在了。
他自杀前有点前兆。
他在面子书跟她姐姐说爱她，要她照顾在国外跟她姐姐在一起的妈妈，还有爸爸。
他姐姐察觉有点不对劲就打电话找他爸爸去找他回家。
回到家，他爸还买了他喜欢的炸鸡，可是他都没有吃。
当半夜他爸爸谁时，他就从窗口跳下去了。
他最后一张po的照片真让人心碎。

我还找到了他的面子书。有人责骂有人安慰。
说真的现在说什么都没有用了。
他的丧事明天将在广东义山举行。


不知道他跳下去的那一刻有没有后悔。



为什么我那么喜欢问这种不会有答案的问题？

artificial intelligence

watched a great movie today which makes me tears.

Come away O human child

To the waters and the wild

With a fairy hand in hand

For the world's more full of weeping

Than you can understand.

i seldom cry or tears when i watch movie, yes seldom.
but this movie really trigger my heart and every feeling i have.
i downloaded this movie few months before and i have no idea why i downloaded it.
i think it's because i saw Jude Law is starring in the movie so i downloaded it.

so i was so bored of study this morning and i start to flip over my D drive and saw this movie.
i was previewing and thinking to watch it or not.
at last i choose to watch it.

the storyline was great and it just make you want to continue watching it.
i wasn't know the film was release at 2001 until i google it after i finish watching the movie.
i don't even know the name of the movie.

the technology they use was like the movie was release few month before.
some kind of movie like latest used technology.
it was about humanoid robot and how they start wanting to create a child with love, where the child will only love their parent and have dreams.
to replace those parent that lost their child.

somehow the story is a little like Pinocchio, where David, a 11 years old humanoid robot boy and he try very hard to be a real boy so that his 'mom' will love him.

it was so touching and seeing a boy trying to become a real one so that he can get the love from his mom, which i think she's so selfish.


btw, Jude Law is a gigolo in that movie! haha... but he is freaking handsome. of course all due to his make up.

somehow the last 20 minutes of the movie is where the saddest part.
where it was after 2000 years and David is still waiting and hoping the blue fairy will turn him into a real boy just like she turn Pinocchio into a boy.
after 2000 years and he is still waiting for the love he wants.

the little boy in the movie really very great in his acting! but he is not a boy anymore and he is like same age with me!!

he is the little boy who acted in 'The Sixth Sense', Haley Joel Osment.

he is very cute when he was a child but not now, and he was charge for DUI.

i seriously don't understand why those actor will end up having a crap life than in the movie.

somehow movie really can make them into someone we want them to be.

i don't think there is anyway you can watch this movie other than download it or maybe in youtube but the quality is not good.

the trailer was sucks so i didn't post it here.

it was totally different than you watch it without preview the trailer at first.

i seriously think this movie should be show again in the cinema.

i don't think anyone know about this movie!

mix feeling

i have no idea what i'm feeling right now.
it's kind of mix feeling. seriously have no idea how to describe it.


i guess all of this is gonna be the exam on coming friday.
it's NS block and i have totally no confident of it.


i try my best and start as early as possible but still the feeling is there and it's disturbing me.
so far everything go very smooth and i just hope everything will continue to be like this.


i don't ask for more. just remain like this is good enough.
just let me go through everyday and be as smooth as possible.






有时候会问，为什么会这样呢？

Jay Chou The Era concert ticket launching day!!!

guess what i did on 27th Nov 2010 Saturday morning?!

i woke up early morning on 7am and go to Sogo together with Melvin and his gf for JAY CHOU CONCERT TICKETS!!!

well... everything is last minute.

i was planning to buy together with my friend's friend as he got credit card and then we all can buy online together.

then i get to know on 25th night that on the 26th citibank clear credit card holder will be able to get 20% discount and buy his ticket at selected speedy shop!

so i went crazy trying to search who have citibank credit card so that i can get the 20% discount!!

don't look down on the 20% discount!

i have calculated. the very first plan is getting PS1 seat which cost RM 330. 

with citibank credit card 20% discount, i can upgrade my sit to VIP which only cost RM380 after discount!!! 

CAN YOU SEE THE DIFFERENT NOW?!

but 1 credit card only limited to 2 tickets! damn! and i need to buy for my friends and total 6 tickets.

so i gave up my plan for getting VIP when Jeslyn reject my invitation for her to sit with me in the VIP area.

stick to my old plan of getting PS1 together with my 5 other friends.

just forget some little story in between.

i get to borrow Min's brother-Dasmond citibank credit card!

it was quite embarrassed to ask him to borrow but i really don't care about that anymore.

the most important thing is to get Jay's concert ticket!

I KNOW I HAVE LOST MY MIND!

so i contact Melvin the day before the ticket launching to ask him if i can tag along with him to KL Sogo as i totally have no idea where it is!

i google it on google map but i seriously still don't know where it is.

luckily he agree and he say he's going at 7.30am from Cyberjaya.

in my heart actually asking: are you serious Melvin?! do you need to go there that early?!

the ticket only will start selling at around 11am!!!

no choice i still have to follow him.

so we reach there around 8am and i was seriously get a shock! 

it was already a long queue outside Sogo!!! wtf!

so Melvin and i went down the parking lot to park our car first.

his gf went down for queuing first.

there were 3 lane set up buy the organizer.

first lane is for PS1, PS2 and PS 3.

second lane is for VIP, VVIP and Rock zone.

third lane is for CITIBANK CREDIT CARD USER!!!

with citibank credit card i actually have freaking good privilege!!!

THERE IS AN EXPRESS LAND FOR CITIBANK CREDIT CARD USER!!!!!!

muahahahahahahaha! i actually get the info the day before. it was on the facebook Jay's fans page.

Melvin and his gf have to stuck in the first lane and i proudly go into the express lane!!!

I WAS ACTUALLY THE FIRST 10 PEOPLE IN THAT EXPRESS LANE.

i am soooo happy!!! without stuck at the first lane!

so waited there and more and more people show up.

get to know a few people around me which also waiting to get Jay Chou tickets!

the girl behind me came with her bf and they are going to get 4 tickets.

and another 15 years old girl came with her dad and her friend.

she was going to get ROCK ZONE!

i was so jealous of her!!! rock zone cost around RM760!!!

and she's going alone.

her dad is so good! i have to buy myself!

her dad was quite worry of her going there herself so he tried to talk to her to take VIP or VVIP.

see!! her dad even offer her other choice with higher ticket price.

but she just want the rock zone.

her dad say he tried to booked the ticket online on the 26th and even send memo to all his company workers to log into the website but failed.

so he has to come to buy ticket at Sogo.

wow! send memo to all workers!! did you see this sentence!

we we having fun talking to each other while waiting the counter to open.

and then it was written on the banner that everyone is limited to 4 tickets!

i was like wtf?! how am i going to get another 2 tickets?!

so i ask people around me and all of them are going to get 4 tickets!

then i ask the 15 years old girl if she can help me buy extra 2 tickets and i will pay her cash.

her dad agreed.

around 10.30am the emcee start to put Jay's song and start to heat up the event.

he asked the very first person in the second line and ask what time did he waited there.

the person answered: 10.30pm the day before!

wtf?! is he crazy or what?!

those people really camp outside Sogo!!

then the emcee says everyone actually can buy 10 tickets but only first 4 are applicable for the 10% discount. and only limited to the first 1500 tickets!

honestly! everyone don't really mind about the discount.

the most important thing is to get the ticket and get a seat in the concert!

11am sharp they started to sell the tickets.

unfortunately, our EXPRESS lane is not express at all!!

the system is down, the laptop has something wrong, the printer is not able to print out the tickets, they counted the wrong amount of money bla bla bla bla bla.......

it was already 1 hour ago and its still not my turn yet and remember i am the first 10 people in the line!

luckily everything went smooth after that.

and by then the emcee announce that PS3 which is the cheapest ticket is SOLD OFF!

within an hour and PS3 is sold off... it was WOW!!!

i heard that that citibank express lane will give 10% but it's not included in the first 1500 tickets.

means that citibank will give their own 10% discount and we actually don't need to fight with those in first and second lane.

they are actually very nice too.

remember what i say before that only the first 4 tickets is applicable for the 10% discount?!

but citibank they see how many person you have.

lets say i bring another friend along with me, and buy 6 tickets. 

she give me 10% for the first 4 tickets and another 10% for the next 2 tickets as it included as my friend's. and we pay in once.

so i ask Melvin's gf is she wants me to buy for them.

at first she say she wanted to try her luck as she already there at the Sogo queuing up for the ticket.

then when emcee announced that PS3 had sold off, she asked me to buy for her.

i think she was planning to get PS3 at first and she has no choice to upgrade to PS2.

and so i agreed and she also get the 10% discount and i believe she will be damn happy with it.

I AM SO speachless!! of course after 4 hours of queuing and finally get my ticket! on my right is Melvin's gf Grace.

out of my expectation, when she asked me to buy 3 tickets, 1 ticket is actually for another friend which is from my college.

i was so surprise to see her when i hand the ticket to her.

i actually drove her back few month before from college to her hostel.

it was going to rain at that time and i saw her walking out from the college and i guess she's going to walk back to her hostel and it is a very long journey.

so i offer her if she want to sit my car and it was totally opposite way from my own house.

i guess this is just how fate come in between and link us together.

i was seriously scare that they will check the credit card user name and found out if its not me!

my name is Melissa and will they wonder why the name on credit card is Dasmond.

hahahahaha!

i actually think a few reason if they really asked.

i will it's my brother in law... or my uncle... or the best is my bf and he gave me the card for me to swipe! hahaha! crazy!

luckily they didn't check AT ALL.

i guess because the counter was totally a chaos.

they even forget to swipe 1 of the costumer card before they give him the tickets.

luckily the costumer asked: you don't want the money?

once shot i swipe RM2430.

first time every swipe such a BIG AMOUNT!!!

with 6 tickets of PS1 which costs RM300 and 3 tickets PS2 for RM 210 AFTER DISCOUNT!

every person that buy 4 tickets and they will be able to get Jay's concert merchandizes!

oh ya! every purchase of 4 tickets will also have the chance to play a game and have chance to meet up Jay Chou at his after concert party. 

ya i gave up because a few take part in the game before me and the time to beat is 24 sec! wtf. and have to wait till 6pm for the finalist. so i totally gave up!

totally satisfied with my tickets together with 10% discount!!! 

HAVE YOU GET YOUR TICKETS?!

p/s: credit to Melvin for some of the pics!

watch the crowded! count yourself!

according to my friend he counted around 1 thousand plus people!

newspaper stated around 2000 people!!!

get latest info:
http://www.facebook.com/jay2umalaysia

生离死别

心情烂透了！
怎么人生会那么的苦啊？

今天得知一个小学朋友的爸爸突然心脏病逝世。
他是个转学生，记得小学时他爸爸天天送他上学，带他进教室。
他姓巫，我们叫他老巫。
有时他爸会跟老师交谈，关心他的学业。
有时会跟他儿子的同学开玩笑。
虽然当时的老巫看起来有点自闭，可是有时他讲话会很好笑。

更巧的是他的弟弟竟然和我妹妹同班。
他弟弟还是我妹妹的邻座。

小学后失去联络，过后中学时联络回。
可是我们没有保持联络。
一直到小学毕业照被Sandra放上去，我们又联络回。
现在的他，男大十八变。
没有了那份自闭，也没有了那厚厚的黑框眼镜。
我和朋友看到时，说小学后又最大的改变就是他了。

听说他和他爸爸之间有点问题。
希望他不要伤心太久，要放得下。

身边的人一个个地离开。
小学朋友已经失去了两个。
外公也不在了。
现在到他的爸爸。
每一个都是那么突然地离开。

要是人生有死亡，为何要有重生？
一切都没有不就很简单吗？
为何要放我们在世上，然后用生离死别折磨我们？

孟婆湯

游鸿明有一首歌叫“孟婆湯”。

之前在网上已经看过有关孟婆湯的文章。

传说酒窝的来历是这样的：

相傳過了鬼門關便上一條路叫黃泉路，路上盛開著只見花,不見葉的彼岸花。花葉生生兩不見,相念相惜永相失,路盡頭有一條河叫忘川河，河上有一座橋叫奈何橋。走過奈何橋有一個土台叫望鄉台。望鄉台邊有個亭子叫孟婆亭，有個叫孟婆的女人守候在那裏，給每個經過的路人遞上一碗孟婆湯。忘川河邊有一塊石頭叫三生石。喝下孟婆湯讓人忘了一切。三生石記載著前世今生來世。走過奈何橋，在望鄉台上看最後一眼人間，喝杯忘川水煮今生。。。

傳說人死先到鬼門關，出了鬼門關，途經黃泉路，來到忘川河邊，便是奈何橋。橋分三層，上層紅，中層玄黃，最下層乃黑色。愈下層愈加凶險無比，裏面盡是不得投胎的孤魂野鬼。生時行善事的走上層，善惡兼半的人走中層，行惡的人就走下層。。。

奈何橋上有孟婆，要過奈何橋，就要喝孟婆湯，不喝孟婆湯，就過不得奈何橋，過不得奈何橋，就不得投生轉世。凡是喝過孟婆湯的人就會忘卻今生今世所有的牽絆，了無牽掛地進入輪回道開始了下一世的輪回。

孟婆湯又稱忘情水或忘憂散，一喝便忘前世今生。一生愛恨情仇，一世浮沈得失，都隨這碗孟婆湯遺忘得乾乾淨淨。今生牽掛之人，今生痛恨之人，來生都形同陌路，相見不識。陽間的每個人在這裏都有自己的一只碗，碗裏的孟婆湯，其實就是活著的人一生所流的淚。 

每個人活著的時候，都會落淚：因喜，因悲，因痛，因恨，因愁，因愛。孟婆將他們一滴一滴的淚收集起來，煎熬成湯，在他們離開人間，走上奈何橋頭的時候，讓他們喝下去，忘卻活著時的愛恨情愁，乾乾淨淨，重新進入六道，或爲仙，或爲人，或爲畜。

不是每個人都會心甘情願地喝下孟婆湯。因爲這一生，總會有愛過的人不想忘卻。孟婆會告訴他：妳爲她一生所流的淚都熬成了這碗湯，喝下它，就是喝下了妳對她的愛。來的人眼中最後的一抹記憶便是他今生摯愛的人，喝下湯，眼裏的人影慢慢淡去，眸子如初生嬰兒般清徹。 

爲了來生再見今生最愛，妳可以不喝孟婆湯，但在这些人身上做了记号，这个记号就是在脸上留下了酒窝，那便須跳入忘川河，等上千年才能投胎。千年之中，妳或許會看到橋上走過今生最愛的人，但是言語不能相通，妳看得見她，她看不見妳。千年之中，妳看見她走過一遍又一遍奈何橋，喝過一碗又一碗孟婆湯，妳盼她不喝孟婆湯，又怕她受不得忘川河中千年煎熬之苦。

千年之後若心念不滅，還能記得前生事，便可重入人間，去尋前生最愛的人。奈何橋邊有塊青石叫三生石，三生石記載著每個人的前世今生，石身上的字鮮紅如血，最上面刻著四個大字“早登彼岸”。。。

今生已知前生事

三生石上留姓氏

不知來生她是誰

飲湯便忘三生事。

如果这时真的，我会很好奇我的前生是什么。

我妹妹有酒窝，难道她就是不喝孟婆汤，需跳入忘川河，受水淹火炙的磨折等上千年才能轮回的那个人？

这样我会感到很伤心。

没有人会知道前世今生，也不知有没有这些东西的存在。

又或者这些都是人类自己创造出来的。

游鴻明-孟婆湯

如果真的有一種水　可以讓你讓我喝了不會醉
那麼也許有一種淚　可以讓你讓我流了不傷悲
總是把愛看的太完美　那種豪賭一場的感覺
今生輸了前世的諾言　才發現水已悄悄氾成了淚

雖然看不到聽不到　可是逃不掉忘不了
就連枕邊的你的髮梢　都變成了煎熬
雖然你知道我知道　可是淚在漂心在掏
過了這一秒這一個笑　喝下這碗解藥
忘了所有的好　所有的寂寥

听着歌，看着歌词，你不感动吗？

我不想喝孟婆汤，不想忘掉这一切。

source:

http://hi.baidu.com/kiomail/blog/item/a970b4442be9a741510ffe07.html

http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/redtea-redtea/article?mid=4510&prev=4634&next=4509

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周杰倫59首歌詞經典意思

1 《安靜》 我會學著放棄你，是因為我太愛你

2 《世界末日》 想笑來偽裝掉下的眼淚，點點頭承認自己會怕黑

3 《軌跡》 如果說分手是苦痛的起點，那在終點之前我願意再愛一遍

4 《晴天》 從前從前有個人愛你很久，但偏偏風漸漸把距離吹得好遠

5《你比從前快樂》 小心翼翼的將你的小指勾，淚也小心翼翼的流

6 《珊瑚海》 轉身離開，分手說不出來，你有話說不出來，海鳥跟魚相愛，只是一場意外

7 《藉口》 我知道堅持要走是你受傷的藉口···我知道你的痛是我給的承諾。

8 《不能說的秘密》 最美的不是下雨天，是曾與你躲過雨的屋簷

9 《斷了的弦》 我的世界你不在裡面，還是無法留你在我身邊

10 《一路向北》 我一路向北，離開有你的季節，你說你好累，已無法再愛上誰

11《彩虹》 看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著，你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到。

12《稻香》 珍惜一切，就算沒有擁有。

13《白色風車》 謝謝你讓我聽見，因為我在等待永遠

14《退後》 我知道我們都沒有錯，只是放手會比較好過，最美的愛情回憶裡待續

15《蒲公英的約定》 將願望折成飛機寄成信，因為我們等不到那流星

16《花海》不要你離開，距離隔不開，思念變成海，在窗外進不來原來說太快，愛成了阻礙，手中的風箏放太快,回不來不要你離開，回憶化不開，欠你的寵愛，我在等待重來天空仍燦爛，它愛著大海，情歌被打敗，愛已不存在

17《楓》我把愛燒成了落葉, 卻換不回熟悉的那張臉, 我要的只是你在我身邊

18《擱淺》我只能永遠讀著對白, 讀著我給你的傷害, 我原諒不了我, 就請你當作我已不在

19《心雨》心裡的雨傾盆的下, 卻始終淋不到她, 寒風經過院子裡的枝芽, 也冷卻了我手中的鮮花

20《暗號》我害怕你心碎, 沒人幫你擦眼淚

21《愛情懸崖》我掉進愛情懸崖.回想起你的可愛.傻傻的還在等待.以為你還會回來..你的臉漫漫離開. 時間快將我掩埋..消失的太快.我負荷不來..

22《七里香》我接著寫..把永遠愛你寫進詩的結尾.你是我唯一想要的了解...

23《園遊會》我頂著大太陽.只想為你撐傘..你靠在我肩膀.深呼吸怕遺忘.

24《黑色幽默》難過.是因為悶了很久.是因為想了太多....我的認真敗給你的黑色幽默

25《愛在西元前》我給你的愛寫在西元前.深埋在美索不達米亞平原.幾十個世紀後出土發現.泥板上的字跡依然清晰可見26 《龍捲風》愛像一陣風.吹完它就走.這樣的節奏.誰都無可奈何..

27 《東風破》籬笆外的古道我牽著你走過..荒煙蔓草的年頭..就連分手都很沉默..

28《開不了口》就是開不了口讓她知道..我一定會呵護著你也逗你笑.你對我有多重要我後悔沒讓你知道,安靜的聽你撒嬌.看你睡著一直到老..

29《回到過去》思緒不斷阻擋著回憶播放.盲目的追尋依然空空蕩盪,灰濛蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去.一轉身孤單已躺在身旁...

30《分裂》趁時間沒發覺.讓我帶著你離開.沒有了證明.沒有了空虛.至於兩種立場我會罩著你..

31《半島鐵盒》——印像中的愛情好像.頂不住那時間,所以你棄權...

32《星晴》乘著風遊蕩在藍天邊，一片雲掉落在我面前，捏成你的形狀，隨風跟著我，一口一口吃掉憂愁

33《夜曲》為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲，紀念我死去的愛情，而我為你隱姓埋名，在月光下彈琴。

34《你聽得到》我想我是太過依賴，在掛電話的剛才，堅持學單純的小孩，靜靜看守這份愛，知道不能太依賴，怕你會把我寵壞，你的香味一直徘徊，我捨不得離開

35《千里之外》我送你離開千里之外你無聲黑白，沉默年代或許不該太遙遠的相愛；我送你離開天涯之外你是否還在，琴聲何來生死難猜用一生去等待

36《可愛女人》世界太大我只是一隻小小小小的螞蟻，但我要盡全力全力全力全力保護你

37《最後的戰役》最後的戰役我留著陪你，強忍著淚滴，有些事真的來不及，回不去．你臉在抽畜，就快沒力氣，家鄉事不准我再提

38《對不起》如果我遇見你是一場悲劇，我想我這輩子注定一個人演戲

39《簡單愛》若愛上一個人,什麼都會值得去做.牽著你的手,一陣莫名感動.我想就這樣牽著你的手不放開,愛能不能夠永遠單純沒有悲哀

40《最長的電影》望著你，慢慢忘記你。愛是不是不開口才珍貴。再給我兩分鐘，讓我把記憶結成冰，別融化了眼淚。記得你叫我忘了吧，你說你會哭，不是因為在乎

41《給我一首歌的時間》在一起叫夢，分開了叫痛。是不是說，沒有做完的夢最痛

42《說好的幸福呢》你冷了，倦了，我哭了，怎麼了，你累了，說好的幸福呢！ ？我懂了，不說了，愛淡了，夢遠了。那些愛過的感覺，都太深刻，我都還記得。你不等了，說好的幸福呢！ ？我錯了，淚乾了，放手了，後悔了。只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著，要怎麼停呢？

43《完美主義》寧願心碎哭泣，再狠狠忘記，你愛過我的證據，讓晶瑩的淚滴。閃爍成回憶，傷人的美麗

44《黑色毛衣》我知道不能再留住你，也知道不能沒有孤寂。再說我愛你，可能雨也不會停。黑色毛衣，藏在那裡，就讓回憶永遠停在那裡

45《我不配》你的美 我不配

46《迷迭香》你的一切都想要

47《浪漫手機》我們的感情蔓延珍藏擁吻著飛揚

48《將軍》當敵人是空我戰法無窮我攻勢如風用單車入宮輾過你懊喪的臉孔

49《困獸之鬥》如果我衝出黑幕籠罩的天空就別(想)在捆綁我的自由

50《同一種調調》我知道共同的默契很重要那驕傲才不會寂寞得很無聊

51《她的睫毛》我戒不掉她的微笑洋溢幸福的味道

52《夜的第七章》如果邪惡是華麗殘酷的樂章它的終場我會親手寫上

53《紅模仿》唱反調是我的本性出其不意是我的個性

54《發如雪》我用無悔刻永世愛你的碑

55《蝸牛》終有一天 我有屬於我的天

56《反方向的鐘》穿梭時間的畫面的鐘從反方向開始移動回到當初愛你的時空

57《倒帶》終於看開愛回不來，我們面前太多阻礙

58《外婆》她要的是陪伴，而不是600塊，比你給的還簡單

59《以父之名》關掉你的嘴，唯一的恩惠...我們每個人都有罪。犯著不同的罪

source: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=153819124662351&id=151423418230922

jay concert coming soon

i dream i went to Jay concert! wtf.

and i went crazy during the concert... i mean over excited and so high. hahaha...

even though i am going... plan to go and going to buy the ticket on the 27th nov!

and his concert is on march.

hahaha...

after 10 years and i still like his music so much!

there is a power that able to heal my emoness. hahaha...

or make me emo.

i definitely going!!! no matter what!

i want VIP but nobody going to take VIP with me.

then there will be so less fun!

PS1 is so far la.... sigh....

past 9 months

somehow i start to accept everything... life is unfair... never be fair.

so i rather make myself happy than always stuck in the past and sad.

i have to say that recently everything was totally great.

i used to this kind of life...... everyone treat me real good.

for the past 9 months, everything is totally a disaster.

everything is a mess.

whatever i do will never be what i hope to be...

everything change now...

i totally get along very well with my groupmate.

maybe we are not that close but we mix well.

there are no hard feelings between each other.

i learn how to act stupid...

people like those who are stupid. not as clever as them or not as excellent as them...

and by that you won't create the jealousy and envy of them.

thus they won't start to do things behind your back...

for the past 9 months, i really learned a lot...

and i know who is the one with mask and those without...

黑色幽默

心情突然变成低潮。

看看原来今天是星期三。

越靠近考试的日期，心情自然变差。

我也不想去控制或改变，就让心情牵着鼻子走。

这个循环要重复到什么时候？

每个星期一样又一样。

放下手上的笔记。

听听周杰伦的歌。

难过是因为闷了很久，是因为想了太多......

初恋。暗恋

我的初恋没有红豆冰，我的初恋没有轰轰烈烈，我的初恋只是暗恋。

我没想过我会暗恋一个人那么久。我也不是那种在乎天长地久的人。只是，有谁不希望天长地久呢？

当时初恋很小，大约十或十一岁吧。记得那时候的我已经开始写日记。那本日记我好保存至今。有时候翻开我当时的日记，都会觉得自己怎么那么幼稚啊！当时的我是多么的不可思议。

我的他是在补习时相见的。一开始我们只是很好的朋友。我都忘了我们的友谊是怎么开始的。也许小朋友就是那么容易交朋友的。就那么的单纯、简单。不需要任何附带条件。

每个星期五我都很期待去补习。因为只有那个时候我可以遇见他。他对每个人都很好。而我觉得他对我特别好。原来我的自作多情从那个时候就有了。有时他对另一个女生比较好，我会妒嫉。那个女生跟他同校，当然会比较好，因为他们天天都见面。

以前每次补习前的时间，我们都会一起玩耍。补习后我们在等父母来在我们时，玩警察捉小偷的游戏。记得有一次我输了，他还特地帮我，说其实他没捉到我。

原本每天都写的日记，变成每个星期五写一次。因为只有星期五有他。记得有一次我们坐巴士出游，他竟然坐在我的旁边，还我开心的大半天。

也许我表示得太明显，就连我的好朋友多捉弄我。有一次我穿了一件印有铁达尼号的衣服去补习。我朋友就对着我说：他就是jack而你就是rose。害得他一直忘我们这里看。

忽然有一天，他不去补习了。每个星期五都盼不到他的到来。我没有办法知道原因。纪念册里少了他的资料，因为那本纪念册传不到他的手上。我们就这样失去联络。

也许我在爱情里的我会失去理智。

我知道补习中心都有每个学生的资料，包括地址和电话。为了要得到他的资料，我朋友帮我把风，我走进教室里老师的桌上翻找他的资料。不出我所料，我竟然找到了！

犹豫了好久，不知道应该写信还是打电话给他。最后，我选择了写信。我对电话有恐惧。我不喜欢打电话时等待另一边接通的那个时段。也许我回答错，也许接电话的人不是他。

当我快把我写信的事忘的一干二净。一个星期六的早上，当我享受着我的早餐，邮差叔叔大驾光临。当我看到有我的信时，我的手抖得特别厉害。他竟然会我信！！！那封信到现在我还保存着。

不知道是我的爱情路太坎坷或什么。每一次联络上了，又会失去联络。最后的我也累了。

我喜欢他有一段好长好长的时间。一直到初中吧！我想他从来都不知道这一切背后的故事吧。

现在的他很幸福，身边也有另一个她。

我们也没有特别去联络。毕竟我们生活的圈子已经不一样了。他有他的朋友，我有我的朋友。

他现在就在我的面子书当普通朋友。没事都不会找对方。生日时，随便留个留言。

现在，我只是我回忆里的一部分。

有时回想起来会很可笑。

原来我也那么疯狂过......

下雨

外面的天空正下着雨。

真舍不得现在就去睡觉，错过了享受绵绵的雨滴声。

下雨天让我的心情特别好。

下雨声让我听得特别舒服。

freedom of speech

somehow there is no freedom of speech in this country.

people just can't accept what you say and very closed minded.

they just can't accept criticism and improve themselves.

they just want you talk sweet word to them and agree everything with them.

somehow i feel sad...

somehow i feel sad...

i am suppose to feel happy today.

finally i passed my haematology block.

i guess the final exam really helps me a lot.

hope that git block will be the same too...

no idea why i feel sad...

maybe it's just the lack-of-caffeine-symptom.

Shan-ge, RT pastry house, Umai-ya

about 2 weeks ago, we went to are around Puchong to celebrate Mei's birthday.

rather than saying it's celebrating mei's birthday, we are actually finding reason to hunt for food.

so, Hung, Mei and me went out to puchong.

our first aim is Umai-ya... but......

we reach there too early and the shop is not open yet.

they start business at 6pm.

i wonder why most of the sop in puchong will start their business and 11am to 3 pm then they will rest and start again at 6pm to 11pm i guess.

we just walk around and see which shop had open and just go in and have a sit while waiting our Umai-ya to start their business.

there is a dim-sum shop--shan-ge which have lots of autograph and photo of The Legend is Born: Ip Man

so we went in and order a few side dishes.

the food was not bad but it was a little pricey.

not really worth for 3 dished and a few cups of chinese tea and it cost us around RM30.

i guess everything in kl is having this kind of price.

then we went to cake shop RT Pastry house to buy Mei's birthday cake.

we wanted the Yam cake but we will have to pre-order if we want it.

so Mei choosed Green Tea flavor as she worry if the cake was too expensive.

finally it was 10 min before 6 so we walk back to Umai-ya shop.

BUT!!! the sign still showing "CLOSE".

so we were standing in front of the shop glasses as there are waiters in there.

hopefully they saw as and come and invite us in.

everything was totally opposite as what we thought!

they just let us stand in front of the shop.

there were this couple also want to enter the shop i guess and when they saw the "close" sign they walk away.

Umai-ya just lost 2 costumer.

i guess they don't bother as we were still stand in front of the shop and they just act dumb.

finally i try to open the door and i found that they didn't lock the door.

just i just went inside and ask: have you guys start the business?

so this waitress just came by, then she look at the clock and say: oh... it's near 6pm, you guys can come in...

in my heart was:!@#$%^&*... what kind of service you have?!

ok this surprise us! haha...

so they serve us with menu and tea, and we start to order.

the food was not bad but the service is kinda sucks.

i won't go to the same place again but maybe other branch of Umai-ya.

we ate too full honestly.

and thanks to mei's bro--Dasmond that treat us this meal!

Frontera Bar & Grill

one fine great day... we went to JayaOne for dinner!

at first we were planning for karaoke session... but at last we can't make it as it was too late and i am going to go back to Malacca with my sis that night.

Mei and Amanda suggest we go to JayaOne to search for food!

honestly... i have no idea i am so muscular. hahahaha...

look so man here.

honestly i have no idea where is JayaOne or what is JayaOne.

it was very near with my sis college so i can fetch her right after our dinner and headed back to Malacca.

mei

there is more than 30 shops for dining and drinking in JayaOne.

Amanda suggested to go for Frontera Bar & Grill.

amanda and i

we only order 3 different type of food as the portion was quite big.

we just follow Amanda's suggestion and which food is a must-try!

this is nacho chip and salsa.

it taste really good as a snack. but the chip given was not enough to eat with salsa.

i have seen some other food review blog which the salsa given was so little.

we kinda surprise when the portion given was so much.

next will be Frontera burger.

the portion are really big. totally enough for 3 girls like us!

i would say the burger taste really good together with the cheese on top of it.

and i was told by Amanda the french fries was directly cut from a potato.

they purposely cut into long shape and deep fried it.

i really like the french fries a lot and it was better compare to mcd fries.

Tex Med Burrito taste quite weird.

the rice was good but the meet inside the egg was..... i don't really know how to describe the feeling and the taste.

it's not for everyone.

i actually eat this together with the fries... which can make me have more appetite.

one thing that is not really go is the time of serving was quite long.

we have nothing better to do during that time...

keep gossiping... you know... girls right! hahaha...

try to visit if you're interested.

Frontera Bar & Grill,
18-G-2, Blok L, Jaya One,
No. 72A, Jalan Universiti,
46200 Petaling Jaya, Selangor

Jin Shan Cheng Si Chuan cuisine

it have been a while since the last blog post.

i'm going to post about food while i am very hungry right now! :(

about last month, my friends and i went to Jin Shan Cheng Restaurant for Si Chuan cuisine.

there are steamboat with variety of soup and also lots of si chuan cuisine.

we choose to order those cuisine from the menu instead of trying the steamboat.

my friends that came along include:

fern and chia

xiang and mei

hung

done with introducing my friends... here come the MAIN DISHED!

just scroll down and see the food we ordered.

only 6 of us and we order around 9 types of different style of Si Chuan food.

I-AM-SO-HUNGRY-NOW!!!

hot and spicy beef 水煮牛肉

you'll think that this dish look so normal. but this is the most delicious dish among all of them!!

i am still missing this dish now! my hot and spicy beef!!!

Si Chuan chilli dressing 山城口水鸡

at first Mei asks me want to share the white rice with her or not... then at last we have not enough rice as the rice finished up when the 2nd dish is served. haha...

stir-fried french been with minced pork 干煸四季豆

stir-fried baby cabbage 清炒奶白菜

stir-fried kang kung 清炒空心菜

home cook beancurd 家常豆腐

garlic pork 蒜泥白肉

soaks pepper pork intestine 泡椒脆肠

salad with seaweed, golden mushroom and cucumber 三丝凉拌

it's in chinese... too bad!

Si Chuan cuisine website

you may have to visit here to see the menu in chinese and english.

after the dinner, we went to opposite street to find some dessert.

we found one at the very corner and we start order.

but the dessert there just so-so. not really very nice.

this is sooooooooo damn smelly!!!! first time every i tried smelly tofu.

totally smell like poop!

totally have fun with my friends!!! awesome!

i need another trip there! for si chuan food of course not the dessert!