my kids

watched 'The Mist' just now... which was a damn stupid movie.
the story was quite good but the ending is so brainless.
the stupidest movie that i've seen.
even the horror movie 'sick nurses' was better then that even thought the supernatural thing was so fake.


i didn't go back to malacca this week... basically no reason at all.
just whenever i feel going back or the other way round i can do whatever i want.


last Friday i had final exam for my Anatomy paper.
i don't think i did well.
the result is not out yet... might be out a month later.


now i am entering 'behavioural sciences' block, something like psychology.
basically we studying about human behave and their minds.
from infant until old age.
it was not as interesting as what i thought.
i thought that maybe we will be studying about some cases of mental problems.
but what we study is the theory and some definitions.
most of it don't have a fix answer and this make my assignment lots of trouble.
and i also don't know what i should study.
the lecturer also didn't give any notes to us.


one of the topic was 'psychology development during childhood, adolescence and adulthood'.
the childhood part makes me think about my kindergarten kids.
i just miss them so damn much.
until i can't describe how much i miss them.
all of the kids faces appear one by one in my mind.
what's in the notes about their behavior was totally same as what i experience when i working in kindergarten.
that only make me miss them more.
i tell myself that i will go and visit them some day when i having holidays.
but i am so scare that i will be disappointed.


i just miss them so much.