emo

yes, i am emo now. maybe its the weather because it rains or maybe its because i haven't been home for 2 weeks, well, less than 2 weeks.
mom phone me this afternoon and says my grandpa admitted into hospital due to TB. they are rushing back to Perak to visit him.

why the hell so many down recently? just because life has ups and downs so it must just go down? damn it!

pro exam in less than 3 months and i keep avoiding and escaping from reality... i just don't do well when i am stress. trying to forget everything...

life, why can't you be easier?