元宵节

今天是中元节元宵节(*edited)，也算是农历新年的最后一天了。
我好像把这个地方给忘了。
一次又一次的没更新。
也许是因为我现在所过的生活并不是我想纪录的。

今年新年期间都很开心。
真不知道什么时候我才有空把一切记录下来。


这个星期五有大考了。
每个星期小考一次，每个月大考一次，我都快应付不来了。
最近一只想我当时作的选择是对的吗？

描述

有些感觉不知要怎么形容。
一下子在高潮，另一下游跌入谷底。

新年快乐！。 happy new year!

农历新年快乐！！！
虽然是迟了点，但好过没有吧！
我想，新的一年，全部都应该从新开始。
开始不要那么的孤僻是最重要的。
这个新年找回我婆婆家的旧邻居。
还有两个朋友的排队要去。
一个星期的放假更本不够嘛！
Happy Chinese New Year!!!
although a bit late this year but better then never right...
i think, a new year, everyhing should start all over again.
start not to be so self-centered is the most important thing.
this year went back grandparent house i meet our old neighbour again.
and 2 more friend's party to go.
one week holiday is totally not enough for me!

很久没有更新了！迟些我会努力更新的！
新年快乐！身体健康！
i know i didn't update very long already! hopefully i will update very soon.
happy new year! take care!!

无奈

我接受不到今天看到的成绩。
好像双重打击。
我不应该今天去看的，为什么今天要去看呢？
也许明天看我的成绩就不会那么的查。

我已经经全力做到最好了。
我求助、自助，什么都做了，可是却得不到效果。
我以为我不明白，所以找朋友给我解释。
我以为我读书的方式错了，我更改我读书方式，到处打听别人怎么读书的。
我觉得读得不够，所以重复读了又读。
我觉得找个朋友来给我补习，可是却一点经部都没有，反而退步。

我真的不知道要怎样说服我自己接受这一切。
好像一场梦可是却是事实。
好像我所作的一切都是白费的。
付出那么多缺什么都得不到。

我的要求其实很小很小。
最多考试就给我及格我就够开心的了。
可是，要及格都怎么难，我应该怎么办。

不是说我没有努力或尽力。
或没有做补救。
我尝试了那么多的方法，做了那么多自己该做的本分，可是到最后只是白忙一场。


别人好想不用付出就可以得到他想要得。
我却刚好相反。


以后还是不要抱什么期望，那就不会有失望了。



也许我应该重新考虑这科是不是适合我。




我真的有个冲动想要他电话给我爸妈说也许我真的很不适合读这科系。





写出来后比较舒服了，但是我还是很失落。
很多事情需要重新考虑。
好无助。

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

happy new year!!!

feel weird with this number
01-01-09...

hopefully i will have a better year!



p/s: hard to blog without my laptop..... :(

1st aim next year

how stupid am i...
can't imagine how can i forget to bring along my laptop this week to cyberjaya.
laptop is my life man...
and now i can't blog...
can't watch movies and series...
can't download songs and movies...
can't surf net or chat...
can't change my blog pictures and whatever...
and the most important thing that i had plan--to write a resolution and flashback of this year before the year ends...
and now everything gone...
gone and gone...

the time passed so slow when my laptop is not around me...
today was just tuesday...
i have 3 more days to go...
thursday not going back for new year...
can't count down again for this year...
because of stupid exam...

this kind of life was boredddd......


1st aim for new year: NEVER LEAVE BEHIND MY LAPTOP AGAIN!
hahaha...


i guess i'm not going to blog until friday.
happy birthday to my dad first, which going to having his birthday on 1st january...

merry christmas!!!

Merry Christmas!!!
Have a wonderful Christmas and Happy New Year!

小小世界。 small little world

我妈妈打电话给我说她在台湾旅行时遇到在台湾当交换学生的妹妹。
原来世界还那么小啊！

my mom just call me that she meet my sister while she travel in taiwan and my sister as exchange student at there.
what a little world!


其实我也不是很清楚事情的来龙去脉。
是听我妈妈说的我才知道。

actually i don't really know the whole story of that.
just knew it from my mom.


事情是这样的，我妹妹这个月8日去台湾三个星期。
她参加台湾学生观摩团，为期三个星期。
我父母还有我的弟弟这个月13日到台湾去旅行。
上个星期五，19日刚回来。

the story is like this, my sister went to taiwan at 8th of this month for 3 weeks.
she joined taiwan exchange student for 3 weeks.
my parents and my brother went to taiwan at 13th of this month.
last friday, 19th, they just came back.


妈妈说他们在花莲时原本要去找妹妹的。
可是需要坐一个小时的车程到一个偏僻的地区。
最后没去找她。
可是还是遇上了。

my mom says when there were at 'hua lian', they plan to find my sister.
but they have to sit 1 hour journey to some place quite far.
at last they didn't wet to find her.
but still, they meet each other.


原来世界就只是这么小。

this world is just so small.

I P M A N

这个星期我没回去马六甲。
昨天去看半夜场--叶问--这部电影。

didn't go back malacca this weekend. watched 'Ip Man' yesterday midnight.




开始时我还以为Ip Man的读法是I-P MAN。
batman，superman， spiderman， cicak man之后又来一个Ip man？？
过后才知道原来是‘叶文’，一个人名，广东的读法。
我真得很过时了，这么出名的片名都不知道。

at first i though Ip Man is pronounce as I-P MAN. what again?
after batman, superman, spiderman, cicak man and now IP man??
only then i know it's 'Ip Man', a people's name, pronounce in Cantonese.
i am so outdated, it is a very famous movie's title.


甄子丹 Donnie Yen


任达华 Simon Yam


林家栋 Gordon Lam


樊少皇 Louis Fan


熊黛林 Lynn


池内博之 Hiroyuki Ikeuchi


这部电影真得很好看，而且里面的演员都很出名。
我很喜欢甄子丹！也很喜欢电影里面的那个日本将军。
我想我又看过池内博之演的戏，可是忘了是哪一部戏或电影。

the movie was really nice, all great actor was acting that movie...
i like Donnie Yen! and also the Japanese General...
i think i saw the japanese guy act before... but i forget which show or movie.


我想‘叶问’最大买点就是甄子丹的功夫。
我看得真得很过瘾。

i think the most best part was Donnie Yen kung fu. i enjoy it very much.


去看‘叶问’的预告片，你一定会想看这部电影。

go watch the trailer and i'm sure you want to watch that movie.

叶问官方网站！
Ip Man official website!


p/s:
我想我已经记得我在那里看过那个日本演员了！哈哈哈哈...
i guess i already think back when i saw that japanese actor before! hahahaha...

与朋友马六甲之旅

昨天赛城那里读书的朋友来了马六甲游玩。
他们住在我的加一个晚上。
我带他们饶了整个马六甲。
吃了很多美食，他们也买了很多土产。
他们应该觉得马六甲还不错吧。

其实他们也让我从新认识马六甲。
说真的很多地方我都不会去，很多他们所谓的美食我也很少吃。
可以说本地人大概对这些食物、地方都觉得很普通。
只有外地人才会觉得很好吃啊！很特别啊！

就像鸡饭粒，马六甲人不会觉得那有什么特别。
可是外州来的人就非吃不可。

他们真的让我认识很多马六甲无人不知的地方。
下次我可以很有信心带别的朋友游玩马六甲了。

今天，我们找了心仪一起游玩。
看来每个人今天走得很累了。
可是也很开心、很愉快。

照片迟些再放上来吧！

走了一整天，我已经被晒伤了，脸颊红红的。

每个朋友都回去了。
我妹妹参与台湾观摩团，到台湾去了。
我父母还有我弟弟今天早上和旅行团，也到台湾去了。



忽然间就只剩下我一个人在家里。
有点寂寞，有点难过。

部落格。blog

上个星期五一开始了我一个星期的放假...
我在想这个假期我应该做什么...
从新写部落格？

i am having one week of holiday starting from last friday...
i'm wondering what should i do during this holiday...
maybe start to blog again?

鞋子。shoes

星期五我买了这双鞋！我找这种的鞋子很久了。
店员说如果我们买两双就给我们40%折扣。
jeslyn开始时时不想买的，虽然她很喜欢。
我们便走出那间店，我就一直说服她。
最后她也抗拒不了，和我买同一双鞋子。
只是RM45哦！比起之前一双RM75...


i bought this shoes last friday! i really search for this kind of shoes long time ago.
the shopkeeper says if we buy 2 pairs then the shop will give us 40% discount.
jeslyn like it very much but she don't want to buy at first.
then we walked out the shop and i keep on pursuing her...
at last she just can't resist anymore and she bought the shoes together with me.
it only cost RM45 instead of 75 per pair...

i wanna be bella swan so that my boyfriend would be edward cullen!!!

when you can live forever, what do you live for?




i went to watch twilight yesterday with jeslyn.
she doesn't know about this movie until i told her.
i already have a very strong feeling that this movie will be very very nice.
and true enough, it was so nice until both of us was like absorbed into that movie.

i like the story line... that was so beautiful... which will never happened in real life.


i like Edward Cullen but not Robert Pattinson.
weird right?
i don't know why... his real person is just not my type. haha...
and he is not as cool and handsome as in the movie.
of course, after make up and all those stuff, he became handsome.

i like Bella Swan but not Kristen Stewart thought...
can you imagine the real Kristen Steward smoke marijuana out of a pot pipe–out?
ok... imagine yourself.
maybe i shouldn't judge a person cover. so what?
she still smoke!





i guess you will not believe if i only wrote it.
here's the picture that prove i am not wrong.
she is only 18!


basically i just like the character in the story and not the real person.
see how can a story make a person perfect...


click here to get to the official website and watch the trailer.
i will really recommended this movie.


i know i'll love this movie before i watch this movie!

我还活着。 i'm still alive

我知道没有更新我的部落格了。
我需要一些时间整理我的思绪。
只是想通知我还活着。

i know i've not been update my blog for a very long time.
i guess i just need some time to organize my emotion.
just to inform that i'm still alive.

曾经闪耀的星星，现在已经熄灭了。The star that shines had gone

最近的生活都很平静，平静得有点闷。
两个星期过去了，什么都好像没有改变。
Physiology block过了，现在是Biochemistry。
还是一样每个星期都有评审。
已经读得很闷了。
要是我有别人的一巴仙该有多好。
My life was too peaceful lately, and I am bored with my life.
2 weeks had passed, like nothing ever changed.
Physiology block is over, and now is Biochemistry.
I’m still having exam every week as usual.
And I’ve studied until so bored.
How good I have one percent of others.


我缺少推动力，读书都靠心情。
心情好，很快就可以读完。
心情不好，怎么读都读不进脑。
常常都在犹豫我做的决定是不是适合我的。
I don’t really have the study force, and study based on my mood.
When I have good mood, I can finish very fast.
But when I am not in the mood, nothing will go into my mind.
Kept thinking is I choosing the right choice.


我已经尽我全力做到最好。
可是我还是会感到失望。
我很需要别人的那一巴仙。
也许多了那一点，我会变成最棒的其中一个。
I tried my best to do the best.
But I still feel disappointed.
I really need the one percent of others.
Maybe if I have that, I might be among the best.


很希望我的生活可以多一点的色彩。
每天都过着同样的生活，同样的节奏，同样的旋律。
I want my life to be more colourful.
Everyday having the same life, same bit, same melody.


曾经闪耀的星星，现在已经熄灭了。
The star that shines had gone.