death sentence

first time ever i feel like crying after walk out from exam hall.
i never have this kind of feeling no matter how bad i did the test before this.
but today is totally different.
and again, those suppose to come out didn't came out!
only came out 2 pots?! the rest is anatomy and microb?! wtf!

i might get another death sentence.
and i start to prepare mentally from now on.

i got 1 extra sticker for my matrix number to stick on the paper.
it ain't suppose to have any extra and i got 1 extra?!!!
which fucking paper i didn't stick my matrix number?!
this never happened before. NEVER!
and it happened today?! wtf?!!! fucking pissed of myself!

can't sleep well, can't eat well, can't even sit well for 3 freaking days! and 1 more day to go!
i really can't handle this kind of shit anymore!


it's time to change my dream?
meaningless......