i am back from VIETNAM!!!
Vietnam was so great and i like it!
i will update very soon about my traveling around Vietnam!
Stay Tuned!
Vietnam was so great and i like it!
i will update very soon about my traveling around Vietnam!
Stay Tuned!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
VIETNAM HERE I COME!!!
i will go to mei's house today evening. stay overnight there and then take the early flight to Ho Chi Minh city.
will be off from this blog for 1 week...yeah... i whole week.
VIETNAM HERE I COME!!!
will be off from this blog for 1 week...yeah... i whole week.
VIETNAM HERE I COME!!!
Saturday, July 19, 2008
homemade cake
I'm going to Vietnam in not more then 2 days time and i still have the time to bake cake... haha... and and... this is the first time i bake a cake in these 19++ years. my mom was so supportive and bring me go to bought all the ingredients. my mom says it tasted great!
here go the recipe.
i use this type of cup as measurement.
3 eggs
caster sugar
evaporate milk
VAN HOUTER coco powder
flour
mix the flour and the coco powder
eggs + sugar blended until white
eggs + sugar blended until white
pour into a tray
cover with aluminium foil
DONE!!!
ingredients:
3 eggs
2 cup caster sugar
1 cup evaporate milk
3/4 cup coco powder 2 cup of flour
1 cup warm water
1 cup vegetable oil
1/2 teaspoon baking powder
2 teaspoon sodium bikarbonat
1 teaspoon vanilla flavor 1 teaspoon salt
step 1: blend the eggs and sugar with mixer until it became white.
step 2: add in flour, milk, vanilla flavor, oil, salt and warm water. then blend it again until all of them mix together.
step 3: pour it into a tray and cover it with aluminium foil.
you can either stim it or put it into oven.
stem :1 1/2 to 2 hour with minimun fire.
or
oven :30-35 minutes at 160-180 °C.
then it is done!!!
you might want to do the topping.
you need:
1/2 cup VAN HOUTER coco powder
1/2 condense milk
1/2 piece of butter
use double boiler to cook it until all of the ingredients mix together and shines.
then just pour it on top of the cake and smooth it.
A double boiler is a double-walled cooking pot with water in between the walls.
i didn't do the topping as i don't like it very much. it's quite oily with the half piece of butter. you can change the ingredients as you wish or create another one.
here go the recipe.
i use this type of cup as measurement.
3 eggs
caster sugar
evaporate milk
VAN HOUTER coco powder
flour
mix the flour and the coco powder
eggs + sugar blended until white
eggs + sugar blended until white
pour into a tray
cover with aluminium foil
DONE!!!
ingredients:
3 eggs
2 cup caster sugar
1 cup evaporate milk
3/4 cup coco powder 2 cup of flour
1 cup warm water
1 cup vegetable oil
1/2 teaspoon baking powder
2 teaspoon sodium bikarbonat
1 teaspoon vanilla flavor 1 teaspoon salt
step 1: blend the eggs and sugar with mixer until it became white.
step 2: add in flour, milk, vanilla flavor, oil, salt and warm water. then blend it again until all of them mix together.
step 3: pour it into a tray and cover it with aluminium foil.
you can either stim it or put it into oven.
stem :1 1/2 to 2 hour with minimun fire.
or
oven :30-35 minutes at 160-180 °C.
then it is done!!!
you might want to do the topping.
you need:
1/2 cup VAN HOUTER coco powder
1/2 condense milk
1/2 piece of butter
use double boiler to cook it until all of the ingredients mix together and shines.
then just pour it on top of the cake and smooth it.
A double boiler is a double-walled cooking pot with water in between the walls.
i didn't do the topping as i don't like it very much. it's quite oily with the half piece of butter. you can change the ingredients as you wish or create another one.
Friday, July 18, 2008
recent me
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just recent me with make up. haha...
nothing special thought but my mom keep on saying my make up was so thick.
can't blame her as she seldom make up.
this is the third session of make up on face. i did it myself and some touch up my make up teacher.
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just recent me with make up. haha...
nothing special thought but my mom keep on saying my make up was so thick.
can't blame her as she seldom make up.
this is the third session of make up on face. i did it myself and some touch up my make up teacher.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
给我一针强心剂。i need cardiac stimulant
我已经没有做工了，就从今天开始。
早上起来就到医院找我妈妈带我去拿X-ray，是我学院需要的，就在这个8月7日开课。
i stoped working from today onwards.
wake up then go to hospital to find my mom to take X-ray. which is for my college need, and the course start on this 7th august.
我妈遇到一个她认识的人，才知道他的了癌症，是鼻癌，而且很年轻。
还好是第一、二期，还可以做化疗等，可是他还是有点沮丧。
我妈妈安慰着他，也说还好事早期有的医的。
她在医院做工遇到有些比他还要年轻的却得到末期，没得医，不是更不幸。
my mom meet someone that she knew, then only know he had cancer, it's nose cancer, and he is quite young.
luckily is first few stage, still can do chemotherapy, but he is very down.
my mom comfort him that his cancer is early stage have a high chance to cure it.
she says she worked in hospital so long also meet someone which is younger then him but had the last stage of cancer, can't cure and it was so unlucky.
照了X-ray后等待底片当时，我去探望我的表弟，没想到他入院了，还是我妈妈告诉我的。
可能是中了蚊症，前几天他爸爸才出院，也是因为黑斑蚊症。
after taking X-ray while waiting for the film, i went to visit my cousin brother, didn't thought that he was admit into hospital, which my mom told me.
maybe he had denggi, few days before his dad just discharge from hospital because of denggi too.
my chest. nice?
短短在医院的时间就看到那么多生病对身体的折磨。不知道以后我在医院工作可以承受得了这种精神上的折磨。我需要很坚强的心。
just a short while been in the hospital and i saw so many about the suffer that a illness can bring. i'm not sure can i take all these physical suffering when i work in hospital in the future. my heart had to be strong.
早上起来就到医院找我妈妈带我去拿X-ray，是我学院需要的，就在这个8月7日开课。
i stoped working from today onwards.
wake up then go to hospital to find my mom to take X-ray. which is for my college need, and the course start on this 7th august.
我妈遇到一个她认识的人，才知道他的了癌症，是鼻癌，而且很年轻。
还好是第一、二期，还可以做化疗等，可是他还是有点沮丧。
我妈妈安慰着他，也说还好事早期有的医的。
她在医院做工遇到有些比他还要年轻的却得到末期，没得医，不是更不幸。
my mom meet someone that she knew, then only know he had cancer, it's nose cancer, and he is quite young.
luckily is first few stage, still can do chemotherapy, but he is very down.
my mom comfort him that his cancer is early stage have a high chance to cure it.
she says she worked in hospital so long also meet someone which is younger then him but had the last stage of cancer, can't cure and it was so unlucky.
照了X-ray后等待底片当时，我去探望我的表弟，没想到他入院了，还是我妈妈告诉我的。
可能是中了蚊症，前几天他爸爸才出院，也是因为黑斑蚊症。
after taking X-ray while waiting for the film, i went to visit my cousin brother, didn't thought that he was admit into hospital, which my mom told me.
maybe he had denggi, few days before his dad just discharge from hospital because of denggi too.
my chest. nice?
短短在医院的时间就看到那么多生病对身体的折磨。不知道以后我在医院工作可以承受得了这种精神上的折磨。我需要很坚强的心。
just a short while been in the hospital and i saw so many about the suffer that a illness can bring. i'm not sure can i take all these physical suffering when i work in hospital in the future. my heart had to be strong.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
没特别伤心，也没特别开心。Not very sad, also not very happy
今天是我打工的最后一天。一切都很顺利。
Today was the last day of my working days. Everything went smoothly.
Tr.Lai特别为我准备了一顿很丰富的午餐。其他的老师都说是拖我的福才可以有那么一顿丰富的午餐。总共4菜1汤，有虾、鸡、青菜和kerebau，还有汤。Tr.Azzizah特别制作一个蛋糕给我。对我来说，这一餐是很丰富的了。那些在那里做那么多年的老师也不曾在那里吃过那么丰富的一餐吧！
Tr.Lai specially made a meal for me. Other teachers say they get this good treatment all because of me. Total of 4 dishes and 1 soup, which are prawns, chicken, vegetable and kerabu. Tr.Azzizah specially made one cake for me. For me, this meal is very luxuries. I don’t think the teacher that work there for so many years would have a meal like that before.
上课星期开始 Tr.Cherrie就开始一直说不知到时我离开了她怎么办。她是那间学校唯一一个华文老师。我们学校每天早上都要给小孩子读字卡，每个小孩都有一套的。 我没去之前她每天都没有时间让全部的小孩子读字卡。我去了之后，可以说是帮上她很多的忙，也减轻她的负担。
Since last week Tr.Cheerie keep on saying what would be if I were gone. She was the only Chinese teacher in that school. Every morning we have to flash Chinese card to the kids, each of them will have one set of the Chinese reading card. Before I was there, she hardly has the time to flash to all of the kids. After I was there, I helped her a lot, and lessen her burden.
我们那里有安亲班的。一至六年级的学生放学后都回来我们这里，然后吃午餐、冲凉等。我们老是就要交到他们做学校功课。要知道华校生一天功课可以多到十多样，少也有三样。我们老师的责任就是检查他们的功课，可是一年级的学生就比较慢，而且需要一对一那样一只看着他做功课。
In my school we have after school day care. Kids from standard 1 to 6 will come here after class, then we provide lunch and let them bath. We as teacher then have to guide them to do their homework. As we all know, Chinese school usually have tons of homework. Their homework can reach until more then 10 per day. Standard 1 student usually does their homework very slow and teacher has to sit with them and do together with them, some more look after one by one.
我去的时候是教到他们做功课，可以说很多学生都喜欢我教。不是我要夸我自己。他们都回来跟我说：“Tr.Melissa，教我做功课。” Tr.Cherrie也是这样对着那些学生才会做功课，所以很自然的我也帮了她很多。她之前也一直说，到时我离开了她就要变得很辛苦了。
When I went there I teach them homework, but a lot student like me to teach. Not saying that I am praising myself. But the student will come and say to me: “Tr.Melissa, can you guide me do homework?” Tr. Cherrie also guide them do homework, so I also consider helped her a lot. She keeps on saying when I leaved then she will be very stressful.
Tr.Pearly也是这么说。今天她说我走了之后她就要辛苦了。我也很奇怪她辛苦什么，因为平时她就只是检查那些学生的功课，也没有像我和 Tr.Cherrie那样对着小孩做功课。我就问她我来之前是怎样的情况。她就说一样咯，她就会对着那些小孩做功课，也要检查学生的功课。
Tr.Pearly also says so. Today she says when I leaved she will be more burden. I also quite surprise she says so, usually she only check the children homework, not like Tr.Cherrie and me have to guide then kids. Then I asked her how was the situations before I came. Then she says same as now, she also have to guide the kids and also check their homework.
要知道老师的工作没那么容易，尤其是一年级的学生，做功课又慢有多错误。我们要对着那些学生做功课，要是他们是自动自发还好，要是那些一直要叫又喊的，你真得会气到死。这些小孩子当你好好说时他不听，对他好就爬到你头上来，所以都要用骂的，骂是爱，是不是应该这么说？我们有时还会遭到父母的嫌弃，孩子有错误时就来到我们的头上。
People should know that teacher is hard to be, especially standard one student, they do their homework very slow and make a lot of mistake. We have to guide them do their homework, if there were cooperative and listen to what you told them, some they keep on ignore and need me to scold and shout only they will do the homework. If you treat them good and talk nicely to them, they will just fooling with me and show no respect. Sometimes the parents will also complain about us, when their kids did something wrong or have mistake in their homework, they will blame the teacher.
说到那个我以前的朋友，Tr,Tiu，那些老师好像没特别赞赏她。每次她们那样赞赏我时我都会很谦虚，也会说Tr.Tiu也帮不少啊！以后我走了她就代替我啊。可是她们都没说么，很快就带过的。其实她也不错啦！可能那些老师太看好我了。有一次他看我教那些小孩做功课，当然我是凶了点，而她的反应是“你续不需要啊？”。我当时什么都没说。这不是我要不要的问题。她还没教过当然不明白。直到有一次她教那些学生时，那时她真的是没办法搞定他们，被那些小孩气到。自从那次她就不再主动教那些学生做功课，而是检查他们的功课而已。
About me friend that worked there, Tr,Tiu, the teacher there like not very appreciate her work. Every time when the teachers praise me then I will answer she also helped a lot. When I leaved then she could take over my place. But the teachers didn’t say anything. Maybe they too look upon me. Got once when I teach the children doing their homework, and of course I am strict, then her reaction was “do you need to be so fierce?” reaction. But I didn’t say anything. Is not that I need or no need? She didn’t guide the student before so she will not know the situation. Until got once she goes and teaches kids homework, but she can’t control them and was fool by the kids. Since then she never go and teach the children voluntary, but only check their homework.
我和我朋友的关系没有我想象得那么差，好像越来越好。只是，有时好像很熟悉，有时又好像很陌生。直到今天我才知道她有男朋友了，是谁她不说。
The relationship between me and my friend is not as bad as I imagine, seem like become better. Sometimes I feel like we were close friends and sometimes we were like strangers. Only today I knew she had a boyfriend, but who she wouldn’t tell.
Tr.Lai还特别包一封红包给我，求一个好意头。我推了好几次，上个星期她就这么说会包一封红包个给我，我已经拒绝了，可是她硬塞给我，我也不是很会推辞的那种人，最后是收下了。我是明白她的心意所以收下。她还一直一直叫我要是我有放假就去帮她，一个月也好，多久都好。上个星期她们老师一团上金马伦时，Tr.Lai也买了满多东西给我，2条玉蜀黍、2颗柳丁和一包小番茄。很多吗？多的是心意，她也大可像别的老师买一个钥匙圈给我，或完全什么都没买，可是她就是有那一份心给我一些比较实际的东西。Tr.Cherrie和Tr.Pearly都给我钥匙圈，Tr.Evi和Tr Azzizah就完完全全忘记我。呵呵！最后Tr.Evi给我一粒那里买的糖而Tr Azzizah就拿了几颗草莓给我和Tr.Tiu公私。
Tr.Lai specially gives me an ang pau, for prosperity. I push away for a few times, last week she already says she wants to give me an ang pau, I push away but she insists of giving me. I accept it as I understand her sincerity. She also keeps on ask me to work part time there if I have long holidays, no matter how long. Last week she went to Cameron highland with teachers for a trip. She bought me quite a few things, 2 fresh corn, 2 oranges and 1 pack of small tomatoes. It’s a lot? Thing that is much was the heart to buy for me something. She can be like other teachers which bought me a simple keychain or just totally forget about me; instead she bought me something that is worth. Tr. Cherrie and Tr.Pearly bought me a keychain, Tr,Evi and Tr.Azzizah totally forget bout me. Haha… but Tr.Evi give me a sweet bought from Cameron highland and Tr.Azzizah give me and Tr.Tiu some strawberry to share.
我跟一些学生说今天是我最后一天教书，他们都不相信，还说我骗他们的，说待他们明天来还会看到我的。
I told my student that today will be the last day I teach them, but they all don’t believe me, say I kidding with them, and I will still at there tomorrow when they were here.
我还是比较想念Malim那里的学生，毕竟那里我教快半年了，有几个还像我的孩子似的。可是我早点走也不是一件坏事。（某些原因，迟些我会写上来。）
I still miss my Malim student, as I worked there for nearly half a year, and some of the kids ware like my own kids. But I leaved earlier was nothing bad. (Due to some reason, I will post it later)
p/s:Tr.Tiu问我难道不会不舍得还是伤心的吗？我回答她还好。可能这一切都是预料之中，在我还没开始打工就已经准备好了，所以还好吧。没有特别伤心，也没特别开心。
p/s: Tr,Tiu asked me will I feel sad upon my leaving? I answered her still ok. Maybe everything was expected, I already knew I will leaved one say before I start working, so everything was still ok. Not very sad, also not very happy.
Today was the last day of my working days. Everything went smoothly.
Tr.Lai特别为我准备了一顿很丰富的午餐。其他的老师都说是拖我的福才可以有那么一顿丰富的午餐。总共4菜1汤，有虾、鸡、青菜和kerebau，还有汤。Tr.Azzizah特别制作一个蛋糕给我。对我来说，这一餐是很丰富的了。那些在那里做那么多年的老师也不曾在那里吃过那么丰富的一餐吧！
Tr.Lai specially made a meal for me. Other teachers say they get this good treatment all because of me. Total of 4 dishes and 1 soup, which are prawns, chicken, vegetable and kerabu. Tr.Azzizah specially made one cake for me. For me, this meal is very luxuries. I don’t think the teacher that work there for so many years would have a meal like that before.
上课星期开始 Tr.Cherrie就开始一直说不知到时我离开了她怎么办。她是那间学校唯一一个华文老师。我们学校每天早上都要给小孩子读字卡，每个小孩都有一套的。 我没去之前她每天都没有时间让全部的小孩子读字卡。我去了之后，可以说是帮上她很多的忙，也减轻她的负担。
Since last week Tr.Cheerie keep on saying what would be if I were gone. She was the only Chinese teacher in that school. Every morning we have to flash Chinese card to the kids, each of them will have one set of the Chinese reading card. Before I was there, she hardly has the time to flash to all of the kids. After I was there, I helped her a lot, and lessen her burden.
我们那里有安亲班的。一至六年级的学生放学后都回来我们这里，然后吃午餐、冲凉等。我们老是就要交到他们做学校功课。要知道华校生一天功课可以多到十多样，少也有三样。我们老师的责任就是检查他们的功课，可是一年级的学生就比较慢，而且需要一对一那样一只看着他做功课。
In my school we have after school day care. Kids from standard 1 to 6 will come here after class, then we provide lunch and let them bath. We as teacher then have to guide them to do their homework. As we all know, Chinese school usually have tons of homework. Their homework can reach until more then 10 per day. Standard 1 student usually does their homework very slow and teacher has to sit with them and do together with them, some more look after one by one.
我去的时候是教到他们做功课，可以说很多学生都喜欢我教。不是我要夸我自己。他们都回来跟我说：“Tr.Melissa，教我做功课。” Tr.Cherrie也是这样对着那些学生才会做功课，所以很自然的我也帮了她很多。她之前也一直说，到时我离开了她就要变得很辛苦了。
When I went there I teach them homework, but a lot student like me to teach. Not saying that I am praising myself. But the student will come and say to me: “Tr.Melissa, can you guide me do homework?” Tr. Cherrie also guide them do homework, so I also consider helped her a lot. She keeps on saying when I leaved then she will be very stressful.
Tr.Pearly也是这么说。今天她说我走了之后她就要辛苦了。我也很奇怪她辛苦什么，因为平时她就只是检查那些学生的功课，也没有像我和 Tr.Cherrie那样对着小孩做功课。我就问她我来之前是怎样的情况。她就说一样咯，她就会对着那些小孩做功课，也要检查学生的功课。
Tr.Pearly also says so. Today she says when I leaved she will be more burden. I also quite surprise she says so, usually she only check the children homework, not like Tr.Cherrie and me have to guide then kids. Then I asked her how was the situations before I came. Then she says same as now, she also have to guide the kids and also check their homework.
要知道老师的工作没那么容易，尤其是一年级的学生，做功课又慢有多错误。我们要对着那些学生做功课，要是他们是自动自发还好，要是那些一直要叫又喊的，你真得会气到死。这些小孩子当你好好说时他不听，对他好就爬到你头上来，所以都要用骂的，骂是爱，是不是应该这么说？我们有时还会遭到父母的嫌弃，孩子有错误时就来到我们的头上。
People should know that teacher is hard to be, especially standard one student, they do their homework very slow and make a lot of mistake. We have to guide them do their homework, if there were cooperative and listen to what you told them, some they keep on ignore and need me to scold and shout only they will do the homework. If you treat them good and talk nicely to them, they will just fooling with me and show no respect. Sometimes the parents will also complain about us, when their kids did something wrong or have mistake in their homework, they will blame the teacher.
说到那个我以前的朋友，Tr,Tiu，那些老师好像没特别赞赏她。每次她们那样赞赏我时我都会很谦虚，也会说Tr.Tiu也帮不少啊！以后我走了她就代替我啊。可是她们都没说么，很快就带过的。其实她也不错啦！可能那些老师太看好我了。有一次他看我教那些小孩做功课，当然我是凶了点，而她的反应是“你续不需要啊？”。我当时什么都没说。这不是我要不要的问题。她还没教过当然不明白。直到有一次她教那些学生时，那时她真的是没办法搞定他们，被那些小孩气到。自从那次她就不再主动教那些学生做功课，而是检查他们的功课而已。
About me friend that worked there, Tr,Tiu, the teacher there like not very appreciate her work. Every time when the teachers praise me then I will answer she also helped a lot. When I leaved then she could take over my place. But the teachers didn’t say anything. Maybe they too look upon me. Got once when I teach the children doing their homework, and of course I am strict, then her reaction was “do you need to be so fierce?” reaction. But I didn’t say anything. Is not that I need or no need? She didn’t guide the student before so she will not know the situation. Until got once she goes and teaches kids homework, but she can’t control them and was fool by the kids. Since then she never go and teach the children voluntary, but only check their homework.
我和我朋友的关系没有我想象得那么差，好像越来越好。只是，有时好像很熟悉，有时又好像很陌生。直到今天我才知道她有男朋友了，是谁她不说。
The relationship between me and my friend is not as bad as I imagine, seem like become better. Sometimes I feel like we were close friends and sometimes we were like strangers. Only today I knew she had a boyfriend, but who she wouldn’t tell.
Tr.Lai还特别包一封红包给我，求一个好意头。我推了好几次，上个星期她就这么说会包一封红包个给我，我已经拒绝了，可是她硬塞给我，我也不是很会推辞的那种人，最后是收下了。我是明白她的心意所以收下。她还一直一直叫我要是我有放假就去帮她，一个月也好，多久都好。上个星期她们老师一团上金马伦时，Tr.Lai也买了满多东西给我，2条玉蜀黍、2颗柳丁和一包小番茄。很多吗？多的是心意，她也大可像别的老师买一个钥匙圈给我，或完全什么都没买，可是她就是有那一份心给我一些比较实际的东西。Tr.Cherrie和Tr.Pearly都给我钥匙圈，Tr.Evi和Tr Azzizah就完完全全忘记我。呵呵！最后Tr.Evi给我一粒那里买的糖而Tr Azzizah就拿了几颗草莓给我和Tr.Tiu公私。
Tr.Lai specially gives me an ang pau, for prosperity. I push away for a few times, last week she already says she wants to give me an ang pau, I push away but she insists of giving me. I accept it as I understand her sincerity. She also keeps on ask me to work part time there if I have long holidays, no matter how long. Last week she went to Cameron highland with teachers for a trip. She bought me quite a few things, 2 fresh corn, 2 oranges and 1 pack of small tomatoes. It’s a lot? Thing that is much was the heart to buy for me something. She can be like other teachers which bought me a simple keychain or just totally forget about me; instead she bought me something that is worth. Tr. Cherrie and Tr.Pearly bought me a keychain, Tr,Evi and Tr.Azzizah totally forget bout me. Haha… but Tr.Evi give me a sweet bought from Cameron highland and Tr.Azzizah give me and Tr.Tiu some strawberry to share.
我跟一些学生说今天是我最后一天教书，他们都不相信，还说我骗他们的，说待他们明天来还会看到我的。
I told my student that today will be the last day I teach them, but they all don’t believe me, say I kidding with them, and I will still at there tomorrow when they were here.
我还是比较想念Malim那里的学生，毕竟那里我教快半年了，有几个还像我的孩子似的。可是我早点走也不是一件坏事。（某些原因，迟些我会写上来。）
I still miss my Malim student, as I worked there for nearly half a year, and some of the kids ware like my own kids. But I leaved earlier was nothing bad. (Due to some reason, I will post it later)
p/s:Tr.Tiu问我难道不会不舍得还是伤心的吗？我回答她还好。可能这一切都是预料之中，在我还没开始打工就已经准备好了，所以还好吧。没有特别伤心，也没特别开心。
p/s: Tr,Tiu asked me will I feel sad upon my leaving? I answered her still ok. Maybe everything was expected, I already knew I will leaved one say before I start working, so everything was still ok. Not very sad, also not very happy.
Monday, July 14, 2008
个人化妆。Personal make-up
很久没有更新我的文章了。
我的blog已经和我的生活有点距离了。
除了去越南，还有一件事我还没宣布。
Long time didn’t update my post.
My blog has been disconnected to my life.
Other then Vietnam trip, I still not yet announce another thing.
我去上化妆课！！！
我已经开始上课了，就在这个月1日。
I went to make-up class!!
I started the course, since 1st of this month.
我根本就没想过我回去上化妆课。既然有这个机会，我当然不会错过。有一天我妈妈就突然问我要不要去学化妆，她有折扣礼卷。我妈妈竟然会开口叫我学化妆，好比太阳从西边升起了。
I never thought of go to learn make-up. Since I have this change, better I don’t miss it. One day my mom asked me want to go to learn make-up or not, she has discount voucher. My mom actually asked me to go learn make-up, which similar that the sun rise from the east.
我学的是个人妆，22堂课，总共是RM280。然后我妈妈有RM100礼卷，所以我只需付RM180就可以学化妆了。每堂课是两个小时，可是那里的老师才 没那么计较，我要带上一整天也无所谓。那里有很多学生，大多数都是学专业化妆，就像婚礼新娘妆等。而且她们都当那里是自己家，在那里呆上一天，早餐午餐晚 餐都那里解决。
I took personal make-up course, 22 sessions, total RM280. Then my mom have RM100 voucher, so I just need to pay RM180 for the whole course. Each session was 2 hours, but the teachers there wasn’t that fussy and calculative, I even can stay there for the whole day. There were many student, most of them learn professional make-up, which like make-up for the bride and so on. They even treat there as their own home, stay for the whole day and learn make-up, breakfast lunch dinner also settle there.
老师说我的进展很快，所以我飞得特别快，而且我有声明能越快学完就越好，最好就是我上大学以前把所有课都修完。那里的老师也很好，和亲切。不会有老师马学生的戏码上演。老师和学生的关系就像两个朋友。
My teacher says I am a fast learner, but before this I also say that I want to learn as fast as possible, the best is I can learn finish before I enter college. The teachers there were so good and kind. Scolding from teacher will never happen. Teacher and student will be like friends.
我妈妈好像越来越开放了。
I think my mom become more and more open.
要知道以前我的妈妈啊就连我去参加课外活动也会很不高兴，念东念西的。现在就连男性朋友住进我的家，她还请他们一餐。哈哈哈！
Knowing that last time my mom doesn’t even like I go for school activities, she will keep nagging. But now even some boy-friends came and stay my house, she even treat them a meal. Hahaha!
上次情人节还会问我没有人送我玫瑰花啊。天~~~
Last valentine she some more asks did anyone give a roses. God~~~
我的blog已经和我的生活有点距离了。
除了去越南，还有一件事我还没宣布。
Long time didn’t update my post.
My blog has been disconnected to my life.
Other then Vietnam trip, I still not yet announce another thing.
我去上化妆课！！！
我已经开始上课了，就在这个月1日。
I went to make-up class!!
I started the course, since 1st of this month.
我根本就没想过我回去上化妆课。既然有这个机会，我当然不会错过。有一天我妈妈就突然问我要不要去学化妆，她有折扣礼卷。我妈妈竟然会开口叫我学化妆，好比太阳从西边升起了。
I never thought of go to learn make-up. Since I have this change, better I don’t miss it. One day my mom asked me want to go to learn make-up or not, she has discount voucher. My mom actually asked me to go learn make-up, which similar that the sun rise from the east.
我学的是个人妆，22堂课，总共是RM280。然后我妈妈有RM100礼卷，所以我只需付RM180就可以学化妆了。每堂课是两个小时，可是那里的老师才 没那么计较，我要带上一整天也无所谓。那里有很多学生，大多数都是学专业化妆，就像婚礼新娘妆等。而且她们都当那里是自己家，在那里呆上一天，早餐午餐晚 餐都那里解决。
I took personal make-up course, 22 sessions, total RM280. Then my mom have RM100 voucher, so I just need to pay RM180 for the whole course. Each session was 2 hours, but the teachers there wasn’t that fussy and calculative, I even can stay there for the whole day. There were many student, most of them learn professional make-up, which like make-up for the bride and so on. They even treat there as their own home, stay for the whole day and learn make-up, breakfast lunch dinner also settle there.
老师说我的进展很快，所以我飞得特别快，而且我有声明能越快学完就越好，最好就是我上大学以前把所有课都修完。那里的老师也很好，和亲切。不会有老师马学生的戏码上演。老师和学生的关系就像两个朋友。
My teacher says I am a fast learner, but before this I also say that I want to learn as fast as possible, the best is I can learn finish before I enter college. The teachers there were so good and kind. Scolding from teacher will never happen. Teacher and student will be like friends.
我妈妈好像越来越开放了。
- 我越南男性朋友要住我的家，我妈妈竟然什么都没说，还很乐意让他们住。认识我的朋友听到我说这件事时，都会有“什么？？！！”这种反应。这是我第一次邀请我的朋友住我的家，就连我的女性朋友都没住过我的家。这件事最让我觉得不可思议！
- 我说我朋友去考潜水驾照，我妈妈说她有亲戚是教潜水的，不如去跟他学！我妈妈竟然没有反对，可是最后我还是没去学。早知道我就早点去学，现在根本没有时间。
- 我说我要去越南，她也没反对。上次Vu来又跟我妈提起，但是我妈妈好像不乐意让我去。可是那天我说要和几个朋友去越南，她竟然没有反对。
I think my mom become more and more open.
- My Vietnamese friend wanted to stay in my house, my mom never says anything, some more so willing to let them stay here. Friends of mind heard about this will like “what??!!” reaction. This is the first time I invited my friends to stay in my house, even my girl-friend never stayed my house before. This make me feel like so unbelievable.
- I told my mom that my friends went to took diving license, then my mom says she has relative that teach diving! Why don’t I go to learn from him? My mom didn’t disagree, but I didn’t learn at last. If I knew earlier I might go to learn; now I totally don’t have any time.
- I say I want to go Vietnam, she didn’t disallow me. Last time when Vu came and told my mom about the plan, she was like not want to let me go. Then that day I told her I want to go Vietnam with some of my friends, she allow me!
要知道以前我的妈妈啊就连我去参加课外活动也会很不高兴，念东念西的。现在就连男性朋友住进我的家，她还请他们一餐。哈哈哈！
Knowing that last time my mom doesn’t even like I go for school activities, she will keep nagging. But now even some boy-friends came and stay my house, she even treat them a meal. Hahaha!
上次情人节还会问我没有人送我玫瑰花啊。天~~~
Last valentine she some more asks did anyone give a roses. God~~~
Saturday, July 12, 2008
my new digital camera
guess what????
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i bought a digital camera!!!
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olympus FE 340!
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it was in red and i am so high!
so long i've been off my blog... surely many things happened but i just didn't have time and the mood to blog.
i will be back very soon.... for more updates...
my holiday was so so so great!
but officially... i am broke!
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i bought a digital camera!!!
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olympus FE 340!
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it was in red and i am so high!
so long i've been off my blog... surely many things happened but i just didn't have time and the mood to blog.
i will be back very soon.... for more updates...
my holiday was so so so great!
but officially... i am broke!
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
我就知道我的生活没那么美好。只是我没想到会有狂风暴雨的来临。
星期三那天早上来了一位新的幼教，将会是代替我的。星期一时Tr.Lai有告诉我有一个要去读医科的学生来面试，因为一些理由明年才会去读。当时我感到好奇的是那个学生将会是什么学院的学生，也许会跟我一样学院。
可是那天来的那个人竟然是倩，一个曾经是我很好很好的朋友，后来我们却变得像陌生人一样。当天早上我看到她时，我就好像被雷劈到，整个人也傻掉了。怎么会那么巧？就当我把所有事情忘掉时，那个人就出现在我面前，做梦也不会想到的一个人。
我和倩在中学时期认识的，我们在高一那年同班，然后不知怎样的我们的关系变得很好很好，每一天我们都会粘在一起。当时很流行上网聊天，我们也每次上网聊天，然后也谈了很多的心事、各自的生活等。当时她也面临感情问题，常常都会找我诉说心事。
可是高二那一年我们不同班，可是每天早上我还是会到她的班去找她聊天。每一天的早上到学校一放下书包我就回去找她。由于她是巡查员，所以我们聊天的时间更短，可是我还是每次回去找她，因为我知道她不主动，也不会是踏出第一步的人。
就这样渐渐的我们的关系也没那么好了，我们的距离慢慢越来越远，我也离她的世界越来越远了。一直到有一天她就突然不睬我，学校走廊经过遇到也不会打招呼。 我当时觉得很奇怪，亲自问她也透过别的朋友打听消息，就是询问不到为什么她突然对我那么冷漠。我自己也有反省，可是我什么也没做啊！我就是找不出她不理会 我的原因。
一直到中学毕业后我们的关系还是保持向陌生人那样。应该做的是我都做了，真得不知道我错在那里。即使要判我死罪，至少也让我知道我错在哪里吧！
上一次的新年我有几张卡片给她，也写了一封信。当时我也有在信里问她当时我到底做错什么事，至少让我有个道歉的机会。我做了这么多，只因为我觉得我们还可 以做朋友。过去有什么事情要是觉得我不对的我就道歉，我是这样学着的。要是我们还可以做朋友，请回信，或sms、打电话也行，又或者email我。我还写 上地址、电话，还给她我的email。只是，一直到今天我什么都没有。
我写那封信是告诉我自己：这是我证明自己想挽回这段友情，我已经尽我全能做我可以做的事了。想不想挽留这一段友情当然也要看她的想法。我已经做出很多很多的第一步，要是我所作的这一切都不能挽回，那一切就随她过去吧！这样的朋友我也不需要。
过后什么都没有，等待和希望以被失望取代。原来我们之间的友情是那么经不起考验的。
只是我没想到命运总爱捉弄人。那么久以后我们竟然有再次相遇。只是，我不知道要怎么面对她。
这几天以来我很怪，我甚至觉得我很假。说真的，我很痛苦。
每天要面对她，我真得不知道要抱什么心态去对待她，一个曾经是我的好朋友的她。
还好我快要离开那里，要是我还要跟她相处更久，我不知道我是否还受得了。
我还有一个星期多要受苦。谁能救我？
希望暴风雨后会是晴天。
p/s:只是我累了，我一点也不想要重建我们的友情。过去的还是让它过去。不属于我的东西我就不会要。
星期三那天早上来了一位新的幼教，将会是代替我的。星期一时Tr.Lai有告诉我有一个要去读医科的学生来面试，因为一些理由明年才会去读。当时我感到好奇的是那个学生将会是什么学院的学生，也许会跟我一样学院。
可是那天来的那个人竟然是倩，一个曾经是我很好很好的朋友，后来我们却变得像陌生人一样。当天早上我看到她时，我就好像被雷劈到，整个人也傻掉了。怎么会那么巧？就当我把所有事情忘掉时，那个人就出现在我面前，做梦也不会想到的一个人。
我和倩在中学时期认识的，我们在高一那年同班，然后不知怎样的我们的关系变得很好很好，每一天我们都会粘在一起。当时很流行上网聊天，我们也每次上网聊天，然后也谈了很多的心事、各自的生活等。当时她也面临感情问题，常常都会找我诉说心事。
可是高二那一年我们不同班，可是每天早上我还是会到她的班去找她聊天。每一天的早上到学校一放下书包我就回去找她。由于她是巡查员，所以我们聊天的时间更短，可是我还是每次回去找她，因为我知道她不主动，也不会是踏出第一步的人。
就这样渐渐的我们的关系也没那么好了，我们的距离慢慢越来越远，我也离她的世界越来越远了。一直到有一天她就突然不睬我，学校走廊经过遇到也不会打招呼。 我当时觉得很奇怪，亲自问她也透过别的朋友打听消息，就是询问不到为什么她突然对我那么冷漠。我自己也有反省，可是我什么也没做啊！我就是找不出她不理会 我的原因。
一直到中学毕业后我们的关系还是保持向陌生人那样。应该做的是我都做了，真得不知道我错在那里。即使要判我死罪，至少也让我知道我错在哪里吧！
上一次的新年我有几张卡片给她，也写了一封信。当时我也有在信里问她当时我到底做错什么事，至少让我有个道歉的机会。我做了这么多，只因为我觉得我们还可 以做朋友。过去有什么事情要是觉得我不对的我就道歉，我是这样学着的。要是我们还可以做朋友，请回信，或sms、打电话也行，又或者email我。我还写 上地址、电话，还给她我的email。只是，一直到今天我什么都没有。
我写那封信是告诉我自己：这是我证明自己想挽回这段友情，我已经尽我全能做我可以做的事了。想不想挽留这一段友情当然也要看她的想法。我已经做出很多很多的第一步，要是我所作的这一切都不能挽回，那一切就随她过去吧！这样的朋友我也不需要。
过后什么都没有，等待和希望以被失望取代。原来我们之间的友情是那么经不起考验的。
只是我没想到命运总爱捉弄人。那么久以后我们竟然有再次相遇。只是，我不知道要怎么面对她。
这几天以来我很怪，我甚至觉得我很假。说真的，我很痛苦。
每天要面对她，我真得不知道要抱什么心态去对待她，一个曾经是我的好朋友的她。
还好我快要离开那里，要是我还要跟她相处更久，我不知道我是否还受得了。
我还有一个星期多要受苦。谁能救我？
希望暴风雨后会是晴天。
p/s:只是我累了，我一点也不想要重建我们的友情。过去的还是让它过去。不属于我的东西我就不会要。
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
七月之旅 。July traveling
七月中我将要去越南。之前看到了nicolekiss和kennysia的blog后，我就对越南有很好的印象，也很想到那里旅行。毕竟我也有很多越南朋友，去越南旅行到那里根本不是问题。要去越南的那一部分都可以，因为我的朋友都来自越南各地，北部的也有，中部的也有，南部的也有。
I am going to Vietnam in the middle of July. Before this I read about blog’s of nicolekiss and kennysia, and I fall in love with Vietnam, and also wanted to travel there. Moreover I have so many Vietnamese friends; go travel there will not be a problem. Want to go any part also can, as my friends come from various place of Vietnam, from the north, from the south and even from the center of Vietnam.
上次Vu回去前有约我去越南旅行，当时他是想去Cambodia。他来马六甲是也有跟我妈妈提起过，可是他说我妈看起来好像很不愿意让我跟他去，全都在我预料之中。我妈妈最后还是允许让我去。当然是因为有Mei和Amanda的陪伴。
Vu invited me to travel to Vietnam before this, and he wanted to go to Cambodia too. When he came to visit Malacca he told my mom about inviting me to travel, but my mom seem like not very willing to let me go, all was in my expectation. At last, my mom still gave permission to let me go travel. Of course, it’s with Mei and Amanda.
计票是订了，要去越南也会有那么多的波折。一开始时机票问题，机票问题解决后，又是要去Cambodia的问题。我们是到越南然后再经过那里的旅行社去Cambodia，可是需要225美金，Mei就嫌很贵。Vu就说等我们到了那里再看怎样，才决定要不要去。
Then, we have booked our airplane ticket, but still there are problems. Firstly is air flight, then also traveling to Cambodia. Vu planned that we follow the tourism at Vietnam to go to Cambodia, but we need to pay around 225USD for 4 days 3 nights, Mei says it was expensive. Vu then says we go to Vietnam first then only decide.
过后Amanda的他的男朋友会比我们迟一天抵达，因为她和我们不同时间订票。她不相信我跟她说机票隔天就会起价，而且是起一倍的价钱。那天我们的票价是RM543，来回机票，而且是坐马航。要是早一点订我们还可以得到RM444的票价，虽然很不美的号码。
Secondly, Amanda and her boyfriend will arrived one day later then us, because she booked the airplane ticket different day then us, slightly late one day. She doesn’t believe that the price will increase; some more is double of the price before. That day we booked the ticket was RM543, return ticket, and also Malaysia Airline. If we could book earlier we might get only RM444, although the number is not so nice.
然后Cambodia之旅好像是去不成，Vu就打算带我们道远一点的地方去。由于他的驾驶执照不见了，我们可能有要跟团体旅行社去旅行。Mei又不要，她要有背包客feel，而且最终要是便宜。
Cambodia traveling may be not going to happen, then Vu planned to bring us further then Ho Chi Minh. He lost his driving license so we have to go by trip. Then Mei says she don’t want go by tourism company, she wants backpack feel, the most important is cheap.
看来Vu要做我们的导游在真困难啊！
Seems like it would be very hard for Vu to be our tour guide!
要是我可以一个人去那就好。
How wonderful if I could travel by myself.
I am going to Vietnam in the middle of July. Before this I read about blog’s of nicolekiss and kennysia, and I fall in love with Vietnam, and also wanted to travel there. Moreover I have so many Vietnamese friends; go travel there will not be a problem. Want to go any part also can, as my friends come from various place of Vietnam, from the north, from the south and even from the center of Vietnam.
上次Vu回去前有约我去越南旅行，当时他是想去Cambodia。他来马六甲是也有跟我妈妈提起过，可是他说我妈看起来好像很不愿意让我跟他去，全都在我预料之中。我妈妈最后还是允许让我去。当然是因为有Mei和Amanda的陪伴。
Vu invited me to travel to Vietnam before this, and he wanted to go to Cambodia too. When he came to visit Malacca he told my mom about inviting me to travel, but my mom seem like not very willing to let me go, all was in my expectation. At last, my mom still gave permission to let me go travel. Of course, it’s with Mei and Amanda.
计票是订了，要去越南也会有那么多的波折。一开始时机票问题，机票问题解决后，又是要去Cambodia的问题。我们是到越南然后再经过那里的旅行社去Cambodia，可是需要225美金，Mei就嫌很贵。Vu就说等我们到了那里再看怎样，才决定要不要去。
Then, we have booked our airplane ticket, but still there are problems. Firstly is air flight, then also traveling to Cambodia. Vu planned that we follow the tourism at Vietnam to go to Cambodia, but we need to pay around 225USD for 4 days 3 nights, Mei says it was expensive. Vu then says we go to Vietnam first then only decide.
过后Amanda的他的男朋友会比我们迟一天抵达，因为她和我们不同时间订票。她不相信我跟她说机票隔天就会起价，而且是起一倍的价钱。那天我们的票价是RM543，来回机票，而且是坐马航。要是早一点订我们还可以得到RM444的票价，虽然很不美的号码。
Secondly, Amanda and her boyfriend will arrived one day later then us, because she booked the airplane ticket different day then us, slightly late one day. She doesn’t believe that the price will increase; some more is double of the price before. That day we booked the ticket was RM543, return ticket, and also Malaysia Airline. If we could book earlier we might get only RM444, although the number is not so nice.
然后Cambodia之旅好像是去不成，Vu就打算带我们道远一点的地方去。由于他的驾驶执照不见了，我们可能有要跟团体旅行社去旅行。Mei又不要，她要有背包客feel，而且最终要是便宜。
Cambodia traveling may be not going to happen, then Vu planned to bring us further then Ho Chi Minh. He lost his driving license so we have to go by trip. Then Mei says she don’t want go by tourism company, she wants backpack feel, the most important is cheap.
看来Vu要做我们的导游在真困难啊！
Seems like it would be very hard for Vu to be our tour guide!
要是我可以一个人去那就好。
How wonderful if I could travel by myself.
七月中离职，我不再是幼教老师 。 resign on July, I am no more a kindergarten teacher
快要踏入七月份了，我的假期也快要结束了，就只剩下一个多月。
Going to march in to July, my holidays are going to ending soon, one more plus month yet.
回想起来，这个假期里好像没做到什么事，又好像做了很多事，相当矛盾。只记得新年后我就开始找工作，过后就很顺利的当上幼教。由于院长和环境的关系我做这一分工作的很开心，而且没什么压力。
When I think back, I was like didn’t do much in this holiday, but also felt I have did many things. I remember I started to find a part time job after Chinese New Year, and then I become kindergarten teacher. Maybe of the people and environment there, I feel very happy with my job, not much stress thought.
我的生活不会这么顺利的。工作几个月后，老板就把院长调到总部去，而我们那里的幼儿园就乱得一团糟。全部的事都要自己一手包办，另一方面又要安抚家长们的心，要想办法然他们觉得我们的幼儿园即使更换了院长，一切还是照样进行。
I know my life wouldn’t be so smooth. After few month working there, the boss transfer my principle to head quarter (HQ). Since then we teacher need to take care of everything. We also need to comfort and tell the parents to trust our kindergarten, even the principle have changed but the system is still the same.
换的第一院长没有经验，反而弄得我们的幼儿园更乱。第二个院长来了，我只跟她相处一个星期，看起来一切都会在她长控制中，毕竟她有经验的。我就被调到总部去帮忙我前院长。总部那边不够人手，她也拜托了我两次，真得很不好意思拒绝她，所以就过去那里帮忙。
The first principle came, but she doesn’t have experience at all, she even made the kindergarten out of control. The second principle came and I only work with her for one week. But based on that week, everything is in her control. Maybe is because she has experience in this field before. Then I was transfer to HQ as there don’t have enough teachers. It’s all because of my ex-principle. She had asked me for a few times. I just feel it is not good to push away again so I decided to go there to help her.
上个星期我跟我院长说我将会做到七月中，她也说没问题，最好到时她可以找到替代我的人。那里每个老师都一直跟我说还好我过来，不然不知道会怎样。
Last week I told her I will be working until middle of July, she said no problem, but she also hope that she could find a teacher to help her before I left. Most of the teachers at HQ keep on saying that it is very lucky I went over there to help them.
感觉上我很重要也很受重视。可是我还是放不下我以前那里的幼儿园。不知道那些小孩子会不会想念我。七月中我辞职后，可能去看那些小孩子。
Feel like I am very important and needed. But I still can’t let go the children in my old kindergarten. Will they miss me and asking my where about? Maybe after middle of July, after I have resigned then I will go for a visit over there.
28/06/2008
Going to march in to July, my holidays are going to ending soon, one more plus month yet.
回想起来，这个假期里好像没做到什么事，又好像做了很多事，相当矛盾。只记得新年后我就开始找工作，过后就很顺利的当上幼教。由于院长和环境的关系我做这一分工作的很开心，而且没什么压力。
When I think back, I was like didn’t do much in this holiday, but also felt I have did many things. I remember I started to find a part time job after Chinese New Year, and then I become kindergarten teacher. Maybe of the people and environment there, I feel very happy with my job, not much stress thought.
我的生活不会这么顺利的。工作几个月后，老板就把院长调到总部去，而我们那里的幼儿园就乱得一团糟。全部的事都要自己一手包办，另一方面又要安抚家长们的心，要想办法然他们觉得我们的幼儿园即使更换了院长，一切还是照样进行。
I know my life wouldn’t be so smooth. After few month working there, the boss transfer my principle to head quarter (HQ). Since then we teacher need to take care of everything. We also need to comfort and tell the parents to trust our kindergarten, even the principle have changed but the system is still the same.
换的第一院长没有经验，反而弄得我们的幼儿园更乱。第二个院长来了，我只跟她相处一个星期，看起来一切都会在她长控制中，毕竟她有经验的。我就被调到总部去帮忙我前院长。总部那边不够人手，她也拜托了我两次，真得很不好意思拒绝她，所以就过去那里帮忙。
The first principle came, but she doesn’t have experience at all, she even made the kindergarten out of control. The second principle came and I only work with her for one week. But based on that week, everything is in her control. Maybe is because she has experience in this field before. Then I was transfer to HQ as there don’t have enough teachers. It’s all because of my ex-principle. She had asked me for a few times. I just feel it is not good to push away again so I decided to go there to help her.
上个星期我跟我院长说我将会做到七月中，她也说没问题，最好到时她可以找到替代我的人。那里每个老师都一直跟我说还好我过来，不然不知道会怎样。
Last week I told her I will be working until middle of July, she said no problem, but she also hope that she could find a teacher to help her before I left. Most of the teachers at HQ keep on saying that it is very lucky I went over there to help them.
感觉上我很重要也很受重视。可是我还是放不下我以前那里的幼儿园。不知道那些小孩子会不会想念我。七月中我辞职后，可能去看那些小孩子。
Feel like I am very important and needed. But I still can’t let go the children in my old kindergarten. Will they miss me and asking my where about? Maybe after middle of July, after I have resigned then I will go for a visit over there.
28/06/2008
Sunday, June 29, 2008
P license 。P驾驶执照
P驾驶执照已经跟我两年，今天总算是最后一天了！
P driving license had followed me for 2 years; today is the last day of my driving probation.
由于我生日在九月份，考完SPM就到外国旅行，加上17岁那时还参加了国民服役第三届的第二批，一直到服完役后我才考我的驾驶执照。
My birth date is on September, after my SPM I went for holidays, then after that I was in the third series and second badge of National Service, until finished my National Service only I took my driving license.
很幸运的我一次就考上了，而且是靠我自己的本事。（我没有贿赂考官！）
I am very lucky as I passed my driving exam during the first time, and also it’s all by my self.( I didn’t bribe the examiner!)
拿到驾驶执照的那一天是29/06/06。两年后就是28/06/08。
The day I had my driving license was 29/06/06. Two years later would be 28/06/07.
今天以后，终于可以拿下车上的P牌粘纸。呵呵呵！
At last I could take down the P sticker on my after today. Hohoho…
P driving license had followed me for 2 years; today is the last day of my driving probation.
由于我生日在九月份，考完SPM就到外国旅行，加上17岁那时还参加了国民服役第三届的第二批，一直到服完役后我才考我的驾驶执照。
My birth date is on September, after my SPM I went for holidays, then after that I was in the third series and second badge of National Service, until finished my National Service only I took my driving license.
很幸运的我一次就考上了，而且是靠我自己的本事。（我没有贿赂考官！）
I am very lucky as I passed my driving exam during the first time, and also it’s all by my self.( I didn’t bribe the examiner!)
拿到驾驶执照的那一天是29/06/06。两年后就是28/06/08。
The day I had my driving license was 29/06/06. Two years later would be 28/06/07.
今天以后，终于可以拿下车上的P牌粘纸。呵呵呵！
At last I could take down the P sticker on my after today. Hohoho…
Thursday, June 26, 2008
新幼儿园
在新的幼儿园教并没有想象中辛苦，或比较难。虽然星期一第一天到那里时，Ms.Lai就一直告诉我那里学生的程度并没有Malim哪里来的高。可是我教他们时，并没有Ms.Lai说的那样。我并没有教得特别辛苦或不高兴，反而好像学到更多东西。
那里有安亲班，所以早上和下午的老师会有点更动。早上包括我在内有六位老师，而下午两点时两位老师会先下班，另一位老师会进来叫那些小学生。我们这几个老师也会一起帮忙。
说真的那里的人对待我非常的好。也许是Ms.Lai在我来之前讲了很多好话。第一就是：我是大学生，而且是要读医科的大学生。第二，我长得漂亮又好看。这样难免会让人留下个好印象。就连学生Ms.Lai也会特别的介绍我。她会说：这是个漂亮又性感的老师，是有位学生告诉我的。
只是，我觉得有个老师好想妒嫉我。我对这种东西太敏感了，只要我觉得一点不对劲，我就会开始惕防这些人。毕竟我也遇上不少类似的事。
这位老师大我一岁，可是在这行做了4年，就是说她spm后就开始当幼教。第一天时我还觉得她满友善的。Ms.Lai都会叫她带领我，而我不明白的地方都会问她。可是第二天时，她就真的让我很不爽。
当时Ms.Lai就给我一张记录学生的数学程度表，她看到了就问：为什么你有这个我没有？为什么Ms.Lai没给我？
“你问我，我怎么知道啊？是Ms.Lai给我的你应该问她吧！”我心里想。而且她也没有教数学啦！给她有什么用啊！
过后她就很顺手的翻我的书包，而且是很光明正大的！好想那是那个书包的主人！当时我真得很不爽！我书包就在我隔壁，而她就那么顺其自然的在翻，好像那个书包就是她的，问也没问过一声。如果真得那么好奇，至少也问一声：“我看你书包一下可以吗？”
我才不相信人家翻你的书包你会不在意。而且向我这种超级不喜欢人家动我东西的人，更加让我很不爽。我看到了却没说什么，是给她脸，可是她翻了又翻，没完没了的。翻还好，她的目的还不是为了要看我书包里有什么，然后她也要有吧！这样很过分也！就这样一个举动就让我很反感。不需要别的事就可以让我认定她不会是我想认识的人。
我还是觉得她有样学样，什么都要和我一样。毕竟是我抢了她‘最年轻的老师’的位子。呵呵！好心点！我做到7月中好不好！
那里有安亲班，所以早上和下午的老师会有点更动。早上包括我在内有六位老师，而下午两点时两位老师会先下班，另一位老师会进来叫那些小学生。我们这几个老师也会一起帮忙。
说真的那里的人对待我非常的好。也许是Ms.Lai在我来之前讲了很多好话。第一就是：我是大学生，而且是要读医科的大学生。第二，我长得漂亮又好看。这样难免会让人留下个好印象。就连学生Ms.Lai也会特别的介绍我。她会说：这是个漂亮又性感的老师，是有位学生告诉我的。
只是，我觉得有个老师好想妒嫉我。我对这种东西太敏感了，只要我觉得一点不对劲，我就会开始惕防这些人。毕竟我也遇上不少类似的事。
这位老师大我一岁，可是在这行做了4年，就是说她spm后就开始当幼教。第一天时我还觉得她满友善的。Ms.Lai都会叫她带领我，而我不明白的地方都会问她。可是第二天时，她就真的让我很不爽。
当时Ms.Lai就给我一张记录学生的数学程度表，她看到了就问：为什么你有这个我没有？为什么Ms.Lai没给我？
“你问我，我怎么知道啊？是Ms.Lai给我的你应该问她吧！”我心里想。而且她也没有教数学啦！给她有什么用啊！
过后她就很顺手的翻我的书包，而且是很光明正大的！好想那是那个书包的主人！当时我真得很不爽！我书包就在我隔壁，而她就那么顺其自然的在翻，好像那个书包就是她的，问也没问过一声。如果真得那么好奇，至少也问一声：“我看你书包一下可以吗？”
我才不相信人家翻你的书包你会不在意。而且向我这种超级不喜欢人家动我东西的人，更加让我很不爽。我看到了却没说什么，是给她脸，可是她翻了又翻，没完没了的。翻还好，她的目的还不是为了要看我书包里有什么，然后她也要有吧！这样很过分也！就这样一个举动就让我很反感。不需要别的事就可以让我认定她不会是我想认识的人。
我还是觉得她有样学样，什么都要和我一样。毕竟是我抢了她‘最年轻的老师’的位子。呵呵！好心点！我做到7月中好不好！
Monday, June 23, 2008
适应
新的地方、新的环境、新的同事、新的同学，又要开始从新适应。
今天我到总部去上班，最近太多是发生了，根本就没有时间让我消化一切。总而言之，我现在调去总部上班了。是Ms.Lai拜托我的，所以我也很不好意识拒绝她。
Ms.Lai在前两个月被调去总部管理幼儿园，当时我们Malim的得知消息时也有点惊讶。然后Malim那里就换了新的副院长。那个副院长是没有经验 的，之前她的工作是个室内设计师，她根本就没有本事管理一间幼儿园，连去巴刹买菜也像要她的命，一个月后她就辞去那分工了。当时我们的幼儿园就好像发生内 部纷乱，没有了主管哪会不乱啊？
上个星期来了新的副院长，这次的副院长还好，算是有很多年做幼教的经验，很多是她都会一手包办。好不容易一切平静下来，Joslyn与玲姐的关系开始破裂。
我真得没想到当幼教也会有那么过的是是非非，还有小人会陷害你。当幼教还以为只是和小孩相处，却没有先到同事之间也会有人想要陷害你。很庆幸的，这一次我 竟然可以避免被针对。当和一班很单纯的小孩相处时，人性邪恶的思想和丑陋的一面更突出。原来成人的世界里试那么地复杂的。
Ms.Lai上个星期打电话给我，问我是否可以到总部去帮忙她。原本我是拒绝了她的，因为我剩下一个月的工作时间，七月中我就打算辞职了。而且到新的地方 又要适应新的环境。我在Malim那里都教得好好的，每天还可以看到我亲爱的学生。可是Ms.Lai在过两天后又打电话给我拜托我，她问了两次，我真得很 不好意思要拒绝她。所以我还是到总部去帮忙了。
今天第一天上班，难免会手忙脚乱。而且那里学生的程度并没有Malim那里的学生来得好。那里老师的调动太大了，很多学生的学业多多少少当然会受到影响。那里的学生不只有华人，还有马来人和印度人，而且还有两个智障儿。他们两个还是亲戚关系，真得很可怜。
虽然第一天手忙脚乱的，最重要还是我已经尽力了。我一直提醒自己，一定要尽我全力做到最好。
才离开我以前的学校一天，我已经开始想念我以前那里的小孩了。
今天我到总部去上班，最近太多是发生了，根本就没有时间让我消化一切。总而言之，我现在调去总部上班了。是Ms.Lai拜托我的，所以我也很不好意识拒绝她。
Ms.Lai在前两个月被调去总部管理幼儿园，当时我们Malim的得知消息时也有点惊讶。然后Malim那里就换了新的副院长。那个副院长是没有经验 的，之前她的工作是个室内设计师，她根本就没有本事管理一间幼儿园，连去巴刹买菜也像要她的命，一个月后她就辞去那分工了。当时我们的幼儿园就好像发生内 部纷乱，没有了主管哪会不乱啊？
上个星期来了新的副院长，这次的副院长还好，算是有很多年做幼教的经验，很多是她都会一手包办。好不容易一切平静下来，Joslyn与玲姐的关系开始破裂。
我真得没想到当幼教也会有那么过的是是非非，还有小人会陷害你。当幼教还以为只是和小孩相处，却没有先到同事之间也会有人想要陷害你。很庆幸的，这一次我 竟然可以避免被针对。当和一班很单纯的小孩相处时，人性邪恶的思想和丑陋的一面更突出。原来成人的世界里试那么地复杂的。
Ms.Lai上个星期打电话给我，问我是否可以到总部去帮忙她。原本我是拒绝了她的，因为我剩下一个月的工作时间，七月中我就打算辞职了。而且到新的地方 又要适应新的环境。我在Malim那里都教得好好的，每天还可以看到我亲爱的学生。可是Ms.Lai在过两天后又打电话给我拜托我，她问了两次，我真得很 不好意思要拒绝她。所以我还是到总部去帮忙了。
今天第一天上班，难免会手忙脚乱。而且那里学生的程度并没有Malim那里的学生来得好。那里老师的调动太大了，很多学生的学业多多少少当然会受到影响。那里的学生不只有华人，还有马来人和印度人，而且还有两个智障儿。他们两个还是亲戚关系，真得很可怜。
虽然第一天手忙脚乱的，最重要还是我已经尽力了。我一直提醒自己，一定要尽我全力做到最好。
才离开我以前的学校一天，我已经开始想念我以前那里的小孩了。
Sunday, June 22, 2008
送机（二）。departure (2)
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一个星期已过，我还没写送机的情况。
One week gone, and I still not yet post about the departure.
那天是星期六，前一天凌晨4点多才睡，我早上八点多就自然睡醒。看着身边的敏和珍睡到那么甜，想要继续睡却怎么也睡不着。就一直躺到九点多才起身，上上网。
That day was Saturday, the day before we slept at 4something in the morning. But I woke up at 8 something in the morning naturally. Watching mei and Amanda sleep so soundly, I also wish I can continue my sleep but I just can’t. then I just lye until 9 something only wake up, went for online.
Vu早上有个考试，考试后一点多，我们便一起去吃午餐。吃完午餐便在他回家收拾。三点多我到他的家时，他的一群朋友都在他的家，就一起欢送他。拍拍照、说祝福的话等。
Vu had a exam in the morning, after his exam was 1 something in the afternoon, we went for lunch. After lunch I sent him back for packing. I reach his house around 3 something, his friends was gathering at there, having farewell and taking photos.
拍照后我们便出发了。
After that we were on our journey.
抵达LCCT是已经是check in的时间。我们去登记时，那位服务员说现在马上要进去登机处。他也感谢我送他到这里，然后给了一个拥抱，我们也叫对方保重。
It was quite late when we reached LCCT. We went to check in and the people in service said what they have to go into the departures immediately. Vu say thanks to me for sending him there. And then give me a hug and we wish each other take care.
看着他进关却失去了感觉。当时，我什么感觉都没有。伤感？没有。不舍？没有。就是没有感觉，什么感觉都没有。我当时突然觉得自己很无情。是我无情？还是因为太多感情了，突然间什么感情也感觉不到？
Watching he walk into the departure gate, I don’t have any feelings at all. Feeling sad? No. Totally don’t have feelings anymore. That time I felt that I am quite mean. Am I mean? Or I had too many feelings, until I can’t feel my feelings at that moment.
还是因为我太坚强了？我并没有让自己特别坚强啊。
Or I am too tough? I didn’t make myself to be tough.
我真得找不到任何理由来解释我没有感觉。
I really can’t find any reason to explain my feeling-less.
也许，我早已做好准备。
Or maybe I already prepare very early before.
Vu's keychain. hahaha...
fin...
continue......
一个星期已过，我还没写送机的情况。
One week gone, and I still not yet post about the departure.
那天是星期六，前一天凌晨4点多才睡，我早上八点多就自然睡醒。看着身边的敏和珍睡到那么甜，想要继续睡却怎么也睡不着。就一直躺到九点多才起身，上上网。
That day was Saturday, the day before we slept at 4something in the morning. But I woke up at 8 something in the morning naturally. Watching mei and Amanda sleep so soundly, I also wish I can continue my sleep but I just can’t. then I just lye until 9 something only wake up, went for online.
Vu早上有个考试，考试后一点多，我们便一起去吃午餐。吃完午餐便在他回家收拾。三点多我到他的家时，他的一群朋友都在他的家，就一起欢送他。拍拍照、说祝福的话等。
Vu had a exam in the morning, after his exam was 1 something in the afternoon, we went for lunch. After lunch I sent him back for packing. I reach his house around 3 something, his friends was gathering at there, having farewell and taking photos.
拍照后我们便出发了。
After that we were on our journey.
抵达LCCT是已经是check in的时间。我们去登记时，那位服务员说现在马上要进去登机处。他也感谢我送他到这里，然后给了一个拥抱，我们也叫对方保重。
It was quite late when we reached LCCT. We went to check in and the people in service said what they have to go into the departures immediately. Vu say thanks to me for sending him there. And then give me a hug and we wish each other take care.
看着他进关却失去了感觉。当时，我什么感觉都没有。伤感？没有。不舍？没有。就是没有感觉，什么感觉都没有。我当时突然觉得自己很无情。是我无情？还是因为太多感情了，突然间什么感情也感觉不到？
Watching he walk into the departure gate, I don’t have any feelings at all. Feeling sad? No. Totally don’t have feelings anymore. That time I felt that I am quite mean. Am I mean? Or I had too many feelings, until I can’t feel my feelings at that moment.
还是因为我太坚强了？我并没有让自己特别坚强啊。
Or I am too tough? I didn’t make myself to be tough.
我真得找不到任何理由来解释我没有感觉。
I really can’t find any reason to explain my feeling-less.
也许，我早已做好准备。
Or maybe I already prepare very early before.
Vu's keychain. hahaha...
fin...
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